🌟bILLIE eILISH smut 🌟

Her 'what I love about you' voicemail (b.e.)

Just a cute, quick imagine of Billie leaving you a voicemail while you're at work.

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Billie calls your number but you don't pick up.

She sighs, knowing the morning you both had.

"Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system. At the tone, please record your message. When you finished recording you may hang up or press 1 for more options."

Billie plays with her chain.

"Hey, baby. I know you're having..." she pauses to think, "well, not the greatest day today and we kinda had a rocky start this morning. But, I wanted to leave you this voicemail, um, to listen to when you got off work... or, I guess, whenever you have a break—"

Billie looks around her room and rubs her eyes.

"As a reminder," she sighs heavily into her phone, "how much you really mean to me and all the things I adore about you."

She smiles as she feels her heartbeat pick up while thinking about you.

"I think first I'll start off with that beautiful smile of yours," Billie chuckled into the phone, standing up and walking over to her desk and chair. She sat down in the chair and glanced around her red-LED-lit room again.

"That I just adore so much. I swear I'm so jealous of how perfect your smile is." She chuckled and sighed quietly, brushing some baby hairs out of her face.

"Anyway, uhm, that smile... a smile so bright that it could light up a dark room. A smile so infectious that anyone who sees it is instantly filled with the same joy that is in your heart. That wonderful smile that fills me with butterflies every time that I see it and not only does your smile give me butterflies—but, oh my god, your laugh." Billie laughed and thought of how much of a little mushy sap she was being

"Baby, i—" Billie cuts off again with girly giggles while thinking about you.

"I honestly—I don't know how, but your laugh is, like, literally the cutest thing in the entire world." Billie bites her bottom lip and spins around in her chair.

"Hearing you giggle, Y/N, is just—ahh!" Billie squealed, scrunched you her nose and squeezed the air with her hands as if you could see her.

"Whether it's, like, me making a dumb joke that you happen to find funny or it's you chuckling at yourself for not being able to get a complete sentence out when telling me about something exciting that happened to you one day."

Billie pauses and runs a hand through her hair, smiling brightly to herself.

"I don't know, I-I just can't get enough because it's so fuckin' cute."

She sighs. "You bring so much joy into my life, Y/N, and when I look into the future, I can't see myself without you. I wanna spend every waking moment with you. And, well, that can't always happen I—I truly treasure the time that we do have together." Billie smiles.

"You complete me. Like, Y/N, I feel like you're the last missing puzzle piece to my life."

Finneas passed by Billie's room and smiled as he listened in on his sister's voicemail. Sappy little bitch, he thought—smiling to himself.

"You inspire me to want to be better and to try new things."

"I love how fearless you are and how you're such a go-getter and you're constantly working towards your own goals." Billie continued.

"You often tell me that I was a beacon of light for you but I think that about you. It's so incredible how the universe just sends people to be in your life when you need them the most. Like we couldn't have met at a more perfect time." Billie continuously felt a blush on her cheeks and tips of her ears.

"I'm so, so thankful to have you in my life and I am in awe of just how much love I have for you. One of my favorite things to do with you is just to cuddle. I love when I'm all snuggled up in your arms and I feel so safe just listening to the sound of your steady heartbeat and soft breathing as I drift off to sleep." Her eyes closed as she imagined being in your arms.

She needed to let you know how much you meant to her. She knew the public was slightly getting to you and you were beginning to feel overwhelmed so she wanted to remind you about how much love she has for you.

"I treasure how open I can be with you and our deep talks about life is— it's just something that I love so much. Like, I honestly don't think I've ever been 100% authentically myself with anyone before." Billie poured out the truth continuously. She knew her girlfriend would tease her about how sappy she was being but it was worth it.

It meant she would see you smile and laugh. And that is exactly what she wanted.

"Lying there together and just speaking about whatever comes to our minds with no judgement is so freeing. I know that I can trust you with anything and your honesty when we communicate is refreshing."

When it comes to communication, Billie knows that people you've been with in the past haven't been completely trusting, loving or free. She knows they've never communicated properly and healthily with you.

"I... I love how you just know the right things to say to just calm me down when I'm upset or to cheer me up when I'm feeling stressed and overwhelmed."

It was like, if Billie was in one of the worst situations ever—Y/N could calm her down and help her make rational choices that aren't harmful.

"Even if we do argue, which is very, very rare, you never say sorry just to say sorry and end the argument. You always try to see things from my point of view and you want to understand how we can move past the issue together."

"You always tell me how valid my feelings are and... I'm telling you, as well, that your feelings are valid and whatever you need I'll be here for you. I always will be, baby."

Even though Y/N's past partners haven't been great with these skills: communication, showing love etc. she still manages to show all of them to Billie.

Billie loves that. But, she also needs to give Y/N that same love in return, which she always makes sure to do.

"I love spoiling you because—well, to put it simply, you deserve it, baby. You work so hard and I love being able to give you any and everything that makes you feel good."

Y/N felt bad whenever Billie would spend heaps of money on gifts for her. Partially because she knew she couldn't do the same for Billie. Billie had reassured her multiple times that she doesn't care about receiving gifts so much but she loves to give them. Still, Y/N couldn't help but feel a tad bit guilty for not buying her girlfriend anything so she'd always save up and buy her something she deserved.

"You are my happy place and it doesn't matter where we live or what we're doing in this crazy world. I know that I can always find peace, joy and happiness when I'm with you."

When Billie is having panic attacks back stage or having a terrible show, whenever she sees Y/N, she feels safe already. This showed Billie that home isn't just a place, it's people or a person. Y/N is her person.

"I wish that everyone could have the same opportunity I do and experience a love like this. You have a heart of gold and I... you are so valuable to me and I don't ever want to hurt you in the ways you've been hurt in the past." Billie felt a tug at her heart as she pictured Y/N's past relationships and just how shit they had treated her.

"I can promise you that I will never treat you like that. You are so special and unique and you have such a great capacity to love and... I feel so privileged to be the one receiving all this love and affection." But, yet again, Billie's heart started to swell up with adoration as she forgot about Y/N's ex's and thought about her.

"You make me so unbelievably happy and I mean it with every fiber of my being each and every time I say: I love you. I cant wait to see you when you get home and give you a big hug and lots and lots of kisses."

Billie felt the voicemail was lasting a long time. She thought that maybe her phone knew that she needed to remind Y/N of her love for her. But she knows the phone wouldn't know and so she became realistic.

"Okay, bye-bye, princesa. I love you."

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