🌟bILLIE eILISH smut 🌟

Friends With Benefits Pt.2 (b.e.)

sorry for mistakes besties

Re-cap:

"To tell you it was a dare. My friends dared me to say all that shit to you. And I was gonna forfeit but it meant kissing one of them. Trust me, I know I need better friends. And, they dared me to say that shit because they knew I liked you— fuck, can I come over?"

Your brain couldn't comprehend this.

It's too early... or late.

"Sure. Come in through—back door... too tired to open door for you. Wai—you like me?"

"...Shut up, I'm coming over."

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"Y/N?" Billie whispered, stepping into your bedroom.

She watched and noticed that you weren't responding and your back was facing her.

"Y/N/N... wake up."

Billie nudged at gently moved your sleeping body again.

"What?" You mumble quietly.

"I'm here." Billie informed you, sitting down on your bed and pulling the covers off of you.

"I'm naked... I sleep naked... why you here?" Billie made eye contact with you.

"To talk to you about what I said last week. You know?" She gently shook you to keep you from falling asleep again.

"Mmm, no. In the morning. Sleep. Come cuddle me," She laid down next to you because you told her to cuddle you.

"But you're naked. Are you okay with this?"

"Yeah, naked snuggles."

"Okay." Billie quietly giggles to herself.

"We'll talk in the morning, yeah?" Billie asked you, wanting you to confirm.

A simple "Yes," came from your mouth and then you drifted back into dream state as her body warmth engulfed you.

. . .

You woke up. The first thing you noticed when you woke, was the fact that somebody was next to you.

At first, you thought maybe you slept with someone, then you thought maybe it was Y/R/N.

But, memories of Billie sneaking into your room at 2AM filled your mind.

When you remembered it was Billie who was cuddling you, you immediately smiled and turned around to cuddle into her.

"You awake?" Billie's soft 'whisper' voice asked you. You nod your head, enjoying the feeling of your body pressed closely against hers.

"Mhm, why are you here?" You ask, not realizing how blunt that sounded and rude it could potentially sound to Billie.

"Wow, thanks for the hospitality, Y/N/N. I'm here to explain everything. You know... Tuesday? I just wanna clear the air."

You groan, shoving your face into her chest. You pull back and open your eyes that were just recently closed when you feel her bare chest.

"Uhm, sorry... it got really hot when we were cuddling and I just... took my clothes and underwear off. I can get some clothes on if you're uncomfortable with this." Billie began rambling.

You shake your head, shoving you face into her chest without a care.

"Explain then," you mumble, closing your eyes as Billie's skillful hands, as proven in the past, lightly scratch your scalp, her other hand holding you close.

"So, when you called me after we... ya know and then I left, I was there with my supposed friends. One girl told me and dared me to tell you I'm straight and that you didn't mean anything to me. I didn't tell you that you don't mean anything to me because I didn't...you do. You mean something to me and I don't want you to believe that you don't."

I hum. "She's fucked up. I don't like her and I've never met her,"

"Uh, well. You do, she confessed her feelings for you years ago, you rejected her and she's still not over it so she's trying to get revenge on you."

"Oh my god, really?! Wow, I feel bad for her. Such a sad, miserable life. I hope she finds happiness soon. And I hope she moves on and learns to let go of the past."

"Wow, you're so zen," Billie jokes, earning a small slap on her shoulder by you and your hand.

"Shut up. Is there any more explaining?"

You question, Billie sighs shifting her hips a bit.

"Well, depends. Do you have any questions?"

"Yeah. What do they have against you?"

"Just some... stupid PR shit. Basically they had my Snapchat and had pictures of my chats, my texts with Fin about the celebrity life, and pics of our texts. That could get me in so much crap. My career could basically be ended with all that shit. But it's blackmailing do what she's doing is illegal. She's all talk. She'll never expose them, but I was just scared in case she did."

(I mean it. She won't tell the public or something like I genuinely mean it. I won't make her expose Billie. My story, i'm in control. i decide what happens. Like Klaus Mikaelson with his painting;))

"Oh. Well, now what? You— oh yeah! You said you liked me... over the phone."

You remember, your heart rate suddenly spiking and speeding up.

"Yeah... that's another thing I guess. And I haven't told you yet because you seem pretty serious about the whole 'no-strings' situation." Billie explains, you frown, licking your lips and letting your mouth hang ajar slightly.

"No, I was like that because you were like that. I became serious about the whole no strings thing because you were. Or at least you seemed it." You reply quickly, correcting her.

"Okay well, now you know. I like you, and I'd like to see where this goes. We don't have to rush anything or force anything. I want it to come natural. That is, of course, if you like me back."

Billie quietly suggests, insecurity lacing her words barely.

"Yeah... no, I totally feel the same way. And I completely agree with what you said. Lets see where we go."

Billie plants a kiss on your forehead and you find yourself smiling hard, squeezing and clutching onto the girl.

Billie moved so you were straddling her waist, you complied with her movements and allowed it.

Billie noticed how tense you seemed, sitting up and holding yourself up by your hands pushing on the mattress.

You were scared to put all of your body weight on her because you were feeling insecure today. Oh, and because you were scared of getting turned on by resting your core on her stomach. Toned stomach, may I add.

Billie brings her hands up and gently guides your head down to her neck. You slowly relax, resting your naked body on hers. It wasnt sexual like you thought it would be.

Just pure appreciation and adoration...and naked cuddles.

"Do I still get to call you for a booty call?"

"Ow!" Billie cries as you lightly slap her back.

"Yes..."

Pt.3 with JUST smut?! ;)

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