drug mention, sh mentions, suicide mention, depression mentions.
angst
fluff
It had been just four days since you last talked to Billie.
That felt like two weeks.
You were texting her but she was being really dry so you called her and she did not pick up. Claiming she was busy and that she was too tired to call. So, you left her alone for a day or so. You became a bit busy and stressed so you put off talking to her yet—not wanting to spread your negative feelings.
billie❤️
Sunday, 17:20 PM
Missed Call 17:20 PM
sorry just not in the mood
speak later cuz i'm tired
oh alr love
go relax and get you some delish food
i love you loads baby speak to you in a bit <3
read 17:28 PM
With a small sigh, you decided to text her and check up on her. You miss her so bad. You can't even go see her because your parents are out on a small vacation and left the house to you. Well, you could go out but it's just you've been quite busy.
Today, 13:19 PM
hey b, how you been?
i miss you even if has only been like 4/5 days
i wanna take you out today bcuz i'm like so in love with you obvs 🙄☺️
nah fr tho i really want to take you to this vegan place i found :))
Okay, this is weird. You sent that three hours ago.
Billie never leaves you hanging for this long.
What the fuck?
Billie was on the phone to a guy she met a year ago named Vance. She knew he struggled with depression to a few years ago and she wanted to know how he had coped since Billie's depression was creeping back upon her and she was too mentally exhausted to do anything anymore or socialize.
"I don't know Billie..." Vance's slight french accent came through the phone, "I just used, uh, drugs. To cope, I mean."
"I'm not fucking doing drugs, Vance. You fucking know that."
"Yes, Billie... But this is like, uh, the fifth time you ask me in past two days."
Billie stays quiet as she thinks.
"Did it really help?..." She mumbled and closed her eyes, rubbing her forehead with her spare hand.
"Yes it did."
"Well can you—... can you get me some?" I need to feel something I need to feel better."
Vance was quiet.
"Are you sure? This is, uh... it can be expensive and, you know... You need to be smart with how much you use."
"Yeah, ok."
You started your car and began driving to Billie's house. You can't stress how much you've been thinking about your girlfriend.
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