Prompt: Dan writes a diary and mentions Phil on almost every page and how much he fancies him etc etc. Phil finds the diary when they are having a sleepover and they fall in love because of it x -
Requested by: @phanical (a long time ago i'm so sorry x
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Word count: 1325 (yas mudda fucka)
Genre: Angst af
Type: Highschool au
Warnings: Quite angsty, Minor(?) character death. BUT ENDS IN FLUFF I NO MEAN.
A/N: My new layout is professional af amaright ;)
Also I hate that feeling of not being someone's best friend because I consider so many people best friends, i'm just one of those people who can't get a best friend because they're always closer to someone else, BUT MOST INTERNET FRIENDS ARE GREAT ANYWAY I LOVE MAKING NEW INTERNET FRIENDSX
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Dear diary,
Today, Phil actually looked at me! Yeah that sounds stupid but being the class nobody who always has his nose in a book and having the hottest most popular guy look at you is kind of a big deal okay. Especially when you fantasize about him non stop. But he was probably looking at me because I was making a weird face or anything, probably nothing I bet.
Mum is also is out of the hospital! I'm so glad, now we can finally have our pizza and movie nights. It's still tough on her since dad left, we've been coping as well as we can, it's just hard ya know? I hope she doesn't neeg go back to the hospital for anything ever again.
Dan x
Dear diary,
Me and mum finally spent some time together today, it was really nice! I'm so glad she's better. I got an A in English, probably because i'm always reading and hardly listening and when it comes to creative writing, I already know what do to. I had to answer a question though, and all those heads turning to face me, with those beady eyes made me wanna vomit.
I'm just glad I sit at the back so I can easily stare at Phil. He's so gorgeous. And popular. He has girls and boys all drawling over him, he's funny, cute,smart. I wish I could have him.
Dan x
Dear diary,
GUESS WHAT? PHIL ACTUALLY SPOKE TO ME OH MY GOD I'M DYING RN WHAT IS LIFE EVEN
I mean it was only because he accidentally tripped me in the hallways and was helping me up and stuff. I banged my head on the locker but I brushed it off as nothing but now I have a red mark on my head. I wish I wasn't so embarrassing and awkward.
Dan x
Dear diary,
Mum's become distant. Dunno what's up. She stays late at work and I hardly see her eat, I hope she's okay...
On a brighter note, Phil smiled at me today. I don't know why. But whatever the reason, it made me sick to my stomach because of the butterflies. I can't handle this guy.
Dan x
Dear diary,
ME AND PHIL ARE OFFICIALLY FRIENDS! Yeah I haven't written in this thing for a while so I thought I would update my life on a piece of paper. We basically had a cliche group project and from that we became good friends I guess? Everything's blurry because all I remember was staring at his deep blue eyes and listening to his soothing voice. But over the past few weeks, we've bonded closely. He's even grown apart from the populars but says he never liked them anyway!
