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Update from the rant : They apologized which i'm thankful for
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Dear diary,
I was walking home with Phil, and I felt his hand hold mine! It was so soft I can't believe it!
And then when we got had dinner, he pulled my chair back for me like a real gentlemen!!
Phil is such a sweetheart I love him so much :)
OH MY GOD HE EVEN BOUGHT ME FLOWERS I LOVE HIM!
Must go, i'm missing my lion!
Dan
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Dear diary,
I had a panic attack today :/
We were in Topshop and it was really crowded. Then I lost Phil and it took me almost an hour to find him.
When he saw how much or a nervous and sweaty wreck I was, he took me into his arms and whispered sweet things into my ears and it calmed me down.
I honestly don't know what I would do without him.
Dan
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Dear diary,
Phil bought me the cutest thing for Valentines day! A small llama toy to match his lion! I love it :3
I kinda got him something too...
But it wasn't an object...and we used...lots of cherry lube...
But anyway, we also went out for dinner! He is such a cutie I love him :')
Also, everytime I kept saying I loved him, he would say that he love me more!
Dan
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Dear diary,
Phil shouted at me today.
But I deserve it! Honestly! It was my fault for not cleaning up our room and leaving the kitchen a mess!
I feel bad now, i'm such an idiot.
Dan
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Dear diary,
Phil shouted at me again. But I don't know why! He's been very stressed I think. His eyes are always puffy and red, as if he's been crying.
And we don't kiss anymore either.
Or have a normal conversation. I need to know what's happening...
Dan
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Dear diary,
So I asked Phil.
He says he's been having of lots of trouble breathing, and terrible stomach pains which makes him short-tempered and easily stressed.
I understand. I feel bad for him. We agreed that first thing tomorrow morning, we would both go to the doctors together.
Dan
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Dear diary,
On the way to the doctors today, Phil held my hand again and gave me a kiss. I don't think i've ever blushed harder.
