A/N:
This is a song fic on the song :
Heartbreak Girl - Troye Sivan Cover
(Although in this case I'll call it Heartbreaker because it makes sense in this conext)
But seriously go listen to it, it's amazing, I really love Troye Sivans's cover more than the original tbh but the original song is by:
5 Seconds of Summer. :P...
Enjoy!
You call me up,
Like a broken record,
Saying that your heart hurts,
That you never get over him getting over you,
"D-Dan, I miss him, Dan, please!" Phil pleads over the phone, still getting over the breakup.
He was a dick, I wonder when Phil will ever realize that he doesn't deserve someone as perfect as Phil.
""D-Dan, I want him back, he stole my heart, and now I-It hurts. I l-loved him!" He whimpers, trying to control his breathing over the phone.
I just have no idea what to do.
You end up crying,
And I end up lying,
Cause i'm just a sucker for anything that you do,
"Do you-do you think that he'll ever
t-take me back? M-Maybe he still loves me? Right Dan? He still loves me right?" Phil whispers again, croakier now, a hint of hope in his voice.
How could I break down that little bit of hope in him? No. I can't. Even if it means giving him false hope, anythings better than seeing someone cry. Especially the person you are utterly in love with.
And the phone call finally ends,
You say thanks for being a friend,
We're goin' in circles again and again,
"Of course Phil. I'm sure he's missing you right now," I whimper, steadying my own voice.
"I love you Dan. You're the best friend ever. Thankyou so much..." He whispers, I can hear a tiny smile in his voice.
"Yeah, no problem Phil, bye then,"
De Ja Vu. How many times now? How many times has that man ripped his heart out, yet managed to sew it right back in with no effort, only to rip it right out again?
But I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never see's the truth
That I can take away your, Heartbreaker,
The way Phil looks at him. He looks as if he's falling for him all over again. To be honest, he probably is. He never see's that there's somebody better, somebody that loves him, every single bit of him, scars, cuts, scrapes, it's just something that's apart of him. I love him.But he doesn't know. He's either too heartbroken, or too in love to see.
I hold you tight, straight through the daylight,
I'm right here, when you gonna realize,
That i'm your cure,
Heartbreaker,
Whenever Phil comes over, we just platonically lie in his duvet sprawled out on the sofa watching Death Note, laughing L and Light's resemblence to us. Appearence-wise.
I hold him close, comforting him as much as I can. I won't ever get tired of this. Of course I'm fed up with Phil's heart being broken by the same jerk constantly, but I love these moments, even if it's just for a few seconds, to see him laughing, and playfully hitting me. Or hugging me. Or a -what seems friendly to him- kiss on the cheek.
I bite my tongue, but I wanna scream out,
You can be with me now, but I end up telling you, what you want to hear,
"Dan, do you think I should get back together with him? I m-miss him," Phil whimpers, snuggling into my shoulder as he tries to stay in my warm hug.
"No Phil. You deserve better," I bite my tongue, I know what he's going to say back.
"H-HOW DO YOU KNOW!!! Dan, you don't know what it feels like to love someone so, so much, but can't be with them. It's like he's in my reach, but I can never have him. I-It h-hurts. It always hurts," He cries, turning into another whimper muffled by my shoulder again.
Remember Dan, hes hurting, he dosen't mean it. He's just hurting. Too bad he dosen't know that i'm having those exact feelings right now towards him. I do know how he feels. I'm feeling it right now.
"I know Phil, it's alright, i'm so sorry,".
Cause your not ready,
And it's so fustrating,
He treats you so bad, and i'm so good to you it's not fair,
"Phil, maybe you should move on from him? You k-keep going back and I think you need to move onto somebody else,"
Me. Stay with me. I'll love you. I'll care for you. And i'll never beat you. Or cheat on you.
Why don't you realize?
And the phone call finally ends,
You say 'I'll call you tomorrow at 10',
And i'm stuck in the friendzone again and again,
"Dan, I know your just my friend and your looking out for me and don't like it, but I can't help to love him. No matter what I do, I'll talk to you later,
But, I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That I can take away your,
Heartbreaker,
I hold you tight straight through the dailight,
I'm right here when you gonna realize,
That im your cure,
Heartbreaker,
Whenever he is with Phil, my blood boils. He just uses him. Phil can't help but love him. It's just how I can't help but love Phil.But my feeling differ, from enjoying this feeling, to hating it so much.
He looks at me, as if he knows what he's doing to me. What he's doing to Phil. And yet, he continues, as if this is some sort of sick game in his cruel, twisted world.
What possible fun you get out of torturing somebody, breaking them apart, bit by bit. It's disgusting.
I know someday, it's gonna happen,
And you'll finally forget the day you met him,
Sometimes your so close to your confession,
I gotta get it theough your head,
That you belong with me instead,
"Danny, come here, I'm so lonely," Phil moans childishly, laughing as seat myself right beside him on his sofa.
He seems like he's better, and he never has breakdowns, that turn into panic attacks.
"Dan I love you so much," He giggles, snuggling into me.
"You w-what?" Did he just say that? Did he finally say it! I can't believe it!
"N-Nothing!" He quickly says, turning his face from me, but I can already tell it's red.
"Aww does Philly wuv mwee?" I tease in a baby's voice.
"No, I hate you." He pouts.
"Don't worry, I love you too," I laugh, turning his head around, slowly bringing my lips to his. It feels so soft, and right.
"So, what did you say?" I giggle, seeing his dark red face.
"I said I...I forgot," He laughs, still stunned, but I know what he means.
