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"Really I don't know what you want me to say." I shrugged and Gia sighed.
"She doesn't get to come in here and take whatever she wants."
"That is my sister and I brought it." I shrugged. "Okay you are pushing it."
It's starting to be a problem everytime Macy comes over her.
I definitely need to start looking for a apartment because this isn't going to work much longer.
"Gia listen, calm the fuck down! You did not buy this shit so you have no say. What the fuck is wrong with you? Yeah I gotta get out of this bitch." I sighed and continued to pack my clothes for this little NY trip.
" if she comes in here and takes what she wants, what's the problem with me doing it? I actually live here."
" the problem when you do it is it is my stuff and you don't ask. That is my sister. She can have anything of mine and vice versa. You do not put anything into this house, all you do is take take take."
" that is so petty."
" it's not petty, you have to start having some common decency. You know I worked my ass off for every fucking thing I have. You need to start putting into this house and then your say would matter. You're not gonna tell my sister she can't have some food that I cooked or I bought. You're not going to tell her anything about anything in this house."
" you don't respect me and then you wonder why I do my own thing. This is exactly why I never go out of my way, and you don't even respect me."
" I have way more respect for you than you have for me, with that being said, that is saying a lot."
" you just act like I'm the worst roommate ever. That's not the case we have fun together."
" you are the worst roommate ever, we are literally a target for getting robbed every day because you put our address on the Internet, knowing that you fuck all these nigga, you gave niggas shit and you did some slimey shit to a bunch of niggas. you have men running in and out of here day in and day our. You don't put food in refrigerator but you eat everything. Mind you you feed those men who give you nothing. Who wouldn't feed you a five dollar meal if you were starving. You don't put in on the Internet or the cable or the Netflix or the Hulu or the Disney+ or any of the non-inclusive things. I buy everything I pay for everything and you are the one who gets thousands from your dad. We both have rich families I know this but if you know that I am not getting help why would you not try to help me if you're a friend. Not even help me personally just make the load lighter in this house that we share together."
" I don't have food stamps."
" What the fuck is a food stamps?" I asked and she shrugged.
" I don't know, Benny was telling me he got some food stamps for sale when you were upset about your drinks. He said it's like free money for food." I looked at her and she looked so innocent and I couldn't help but laughed at her dumb ass.
" you are so fucking stupid, but you don't need food stamps. We can put the same amount of money in a savings or any type of account that works best for you or something that can go towards our food and bills. We have to split everything 50-50, or I'm going to have to leave. If I am paying for everything, I buy everything then I might as well get my own shit."
" OK just tell me how much you want?"
" I have to calculate how much I put into the house monthly and then we're going to buy that down the middle." She nodded.
" OK can we just stop being mad at each other?"
" I am not mad, it's just sad that this has become my reality. I feel like my mom has filled both of our heads up with a bunch of bullshit and now it plays out in our life. You use me as a walking mat and that shit kinda makes me upset sometimes and sometimes it makes me very sad because I value our friendship and you have never return the energy." She sighed.
" I don't listen to what your mom says, we are both beautiful and we are both young and we both deserve the best. She doesn't think that and that is her fault. She doesn't see that you're the amazing hard-working female that you are on your own. That's on her but I never meant to make you feel like that." She sighed and I shrugged.
" come on go get packed so we get to this trip."
Honestly, as much as it would excite me to meet Dave East, I would love to meet him because he makes really good music, I don't really know anything else about him. I heard about two of his songs because she only likes two of his songs but I don't know about being out in New York with her because she has the tendency to start trying to put on a performance when it comes to guys and it can leads up down a really dark Road.
she is a Scorpio, so we are supposed to go from my birthday to her birthday. So we will go to the day before my birthday which is the 18th and we will come back the day after her birthday which is the 23rd.
Everything they say about female Scorpios is true. They are very jealous people and they lie, and they are whores, and not in a good way. They are snakes, and they are conniving. She has this deep, rooted jealousy and competition with me. She makes very nasty jokes and she wants me to look good but not better than her, and if that is the case, she will find something very fucked up to say to make me feel less than her. She makes very unwarranted jokes. She really is a fucked up person.
I finished packing and I couldn't help but sit here and ponder about moving out on my own. That may be something that I really really want to do. I love this condo complex so if I could find a space of my own in here that would be amazing. There's something I need to start looking into.
***
"Okay I will see you when you get back." Macy hugged me.
Macy is the little sister that everyone would want. She is so beautiful and so sweet. She is one of the nicest people I ever experienced in my life. She loves me so much and there's no denying it and I am so thankful for that. I love her unconditionally and I would give my life for her. She is hilarious and she is thoughtful but sometimes she do has her moments where she can be bitchy and she needs her space but that is everyone.
"I love you so much!" She squeezed me.
She decided to drive us to the airport because she just wanted to see me off. It was last minute, but I am so grateful for it. Every time I leave Philly, she acts like I am never coming back. I am literally going to be two or three hours away.
"Macy I am going to come back." I laughed and rubbed her back.
"I love you so much."
"I love you more. I have to get to the plane Macy." She nodded and let me go. " it is only six or seven days." She shrugged.
After saying goodbye again, and making sure she was OK. We rush to our plan. We got our bags checked in and we have done a plane. I feel like I was going at night was a good idea. The flight is a hour, so we can get set up and comfortable in our hotel.
" can I use your AirPods?"
" no I'm about to use my AirPods."
" you know you were going to be asleep, but whatever." She waved me off.
" well, the flight is an hour and I'm going to watch a movie until we get there but even if I was gonna go to sleep it's my shit." I waved her off and she kept saying slick shit, but I just ignored her.
