for you

Part 13

"I take contemporary, jazz and modern dance. I used to do ballet but I hated it so I quit."

"Does it depend on the competition?"

"I guess, my coach would usually choose which and what category I should participate in. Of course it's fully up to me, but I'm terrible at deciding what's best for me so I would make her choose" I giggle at my habit of depending on people. 

"But this year I solely decided to focus more on contemporary and modern dance so for my recent competition, because I'm gonna be somewhat abandoning Jazz for a while she placed me in the group category so that I don't need do as much as I would have to if I'm doing a solo or duet"

"So for my competition next month, she's probably signing me up in a solo or a duet"

"Hm, how do you handle the pressure of like.. uncomfortable questions and fame? Must be hard because I could never" Hazel chuckles. 

"I mean, at first it was nerve-wrecking, no doubt of it. But I became used to it, as braggy as that sounds but I just learned to not think about it too much. I don't check my social media too much and I use a different account if I wanna go on Youtube or Twitter or something"

"But it's kind of a hassle to be "well known" for your dancing. My manager get emails everyday for me to perform for some event. It's fun sometimes, yeah. But I'd have to learn a whole new choreography or re-perform an old one. I only agree for performances if it's either a really important one or if I have the energy mentally and physically to do it"

"Damn, that's a lot to consider about. Ya know, being a star and all.. but I guess not"

"Please don't embarrass me with the titles" I chuckle. 

I glance to the side and I see Ethan still sitting beside me with his head in his crossed arms. I wanted to ask he was still there but I decided against because then I would seem like the nosy one after what I put him through. 

Maybe he has good intentions.. or no intentions but I won't overthink it.