In which two childhood best friends are keeping a secret from one another.
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Joshua and I are best friends since the first grade. He knows everything about me. He cares about me. He's already like a brother to me. But there is one thing about me th...
The last 2 days have been kinda boring. And I miss Josh so much. We could only FaceTime once he's back in his hotel room because he's been really busy with interviews. He told me that they even did an episode with React Channel which I'm really excited to watch because I love their videos so much!
But the good news is, Josh is coming home tonight! And I can't be more excited because I really really miss him.
He sent me this video yesterday before the interview. It really looks like they were having a lot of fun together which honestly makes me really happy.
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I'm on my way home from school right now. School was kinda boring today. It was just a regular school day, there's nothing that exciting. I fell asleep in Andersen's class again today. But it's not because I didn't have enough sleep. I think I have a cold or something. I'm not feeling well since this morning and my nose has been really stuffy all day and it makes me really hard to breath. Earlier today I thought it was my Asthma, but no. This feels different than my usual Asthma attack.
And if you're wondering, yes I do have Asthma. But it doesn't come that often. I've only had 6 Asthma attacks my whole life. Mine is not very severe which I'm really thankful for because it sucks when it happens. It feels like I'm about to die. It's horrible. You won't even wanna know what it feels like.
Usually it only happens when I'm really stressed out. Like, really stressed out. One time in middle school, we had a talent show at my school. I was supposed to perform Say Something by A Great Big World but I got super nervous. I was shaking so much and sweating so much and I started having an Asthma attack right then and there on the stage and I had to get down. I'm pretty sure Abby and Josh both knew something was up because when I got down from the stage, Josh was already sprinting to get my inhaler inside my backpack and Abby was already standing by right next to the stage. She was comforting me and helping me to control my breathing until seconds later when Josh sprinted back with my inhaler in his hand. I didn't end up performing that day.
Anyway, it is now about 3:30 pm. I don't think he has any interviews today. I'm pretty sure he said his flight is at 4 pm today. I texted him about an hour ago at school but he hasn't replied.
Once I'm home, I just go straight to my room and lay down because my nose is really stuffy and it's kinda making my head hurt.
But then my stomach starts to growl. I'm gonna get something to eat.
I go downstairs and look for food inside my fridge.
"You hungry? I don't think there's anything in there. I'm still preparing for dinner," my mom says while taking bowls and other cooking utensils from the cabinets.
"It's okay, I'll just eat an apple," I say with my stuffy nose voice, taking the apple from the fridge.
"Why are you talking like that? Honey are you okay?"
