Y/n's p.o.v.
I miss Mattia so much. He broke up with me for another girl. I'm always crying even tho we broke up like 5 months ago. They're still in a relationship and he's obviuosly happy with her.
I tried to find another guy that is for me buy I just can't. All I know is Mattia. Mattia's for me but I can't do anything about that. He always makes me happy at my saddest times but he's not here for me when I needed him the most.
I want him to love me.
I want him to hold me.
I want him to be always close to me.
I want him to need me.
I want him to miss me.
I want him to kiss me like he did before.
I need him here. Here right now. I feel so shit without him. A lot is saying that I should move on and Im so stupid for still waiting to a person that is inlove with a different girl.
He made me feel different things. He always make me nervous. He always make me happy. He also made my world spin around. He made me feel that my life is worth it when I always feel it isnt.
I feel incomplete without him. I feel so lonely. I feel worthless. Im also depressed not because of him but because of my family. They always blame on everything and I feel like im trash.
I want him to be here and made me feel better like he did before.
A/n:Hope you like it
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