Warning:sad
Everything was always meant to be simple in life. Horny? Fuck. Tired? Sleep. Hungry? Eat. Love someone? Keep it locked away until you're dead. But when Mattia met you, it was different.
He fell for you. Hard. And it didn't take long for the two of you to be spending just about everyday together.
Even tho Mattia was fearful of getting close to someone, especially someone he could tell was perfect for him, he let himself fall. That part was simple.
But now, his heart aches. He can feel tears tickling his burning face as sobs overcome him. It's too much hovering over you silently praying to whatever God there is that you'd be alright. This part isn't simple.
"P-pleas-se" his mumbles can bearly be heard by his friends standing a few feet away, in the lounge room if your home "Y-/n, wake...wake up,wake up"
Mattia's face has gone red, contorting with the free flowing pain that rips through his chest. Surely, he thinks, it can't be measured up to what you must've felt moments before being rendered unconscious.
It feels like his brain and his body have been separated because even tho he can hear himself begging to stop, his eyes never cease scanning your bloodied body and his hands never stop violent shaking. You're a mess. For once in your life, Mattia think you look absolutely horrible.
Your lips look cold, almost purple. The gash on your forehead spills blood onto youronce perfectly soft skin. Your hair looks disheveled and the way yourhand is limp in his is something h never experience.
This isn't happening. Whenever he's place his hand in yours, you'd squeeze it back. It reassures him that you were there; that you weren't going to disappear. But your hand makes no such movement . Mattia shuts his eyes, almost as if it'll help him wake up from his nightmare. This isn't happening.
"Something, do s-something!" He raises his voice, not shocking a single one of his friends. They can only begin to imagine the amount of anger ans grief and regret is about to come pouring out of their friend. "Open your eyes!" He speaks clearly now. "Move your hand! Something!"
Nothing.
Just silence. Taylor can't bear to watch the scene before her unfold. Vic holds her friend comfortingly. Alejandro's eyes are wide, staring, his mouth is open, shocked. Kairi cries, he was close to you too. Five has seen death replayed over and over so many times... but never like this. Not ever this heartbreaking. It's more than anyone can bear.
Mattia breathes, wiping his fave with his free hand "O-kay... ok-kay. Y-Y/n," he takes another breath, "stop it n-now, that's enough" mattia just pauses, his face sroic before he bursts out crying for another time "please"
He whimpers, his voice high as he slowly rests his head onto your shoulder, repeating the word over
and over again; thinking something will change, hoping any or all Gods above will realize how much he needs you alive. But heaven is silent. And so are you.
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A/n:im planning on doing a video on tiktok. That 'guess the word challenge' but i don't have any foreigner friend. Im just asking if you're interested:)
Credits: -COCAINEGLOW
