when his anger got the best of him | him as your mafia fiancé
It's already 2am in the morning and you were waiting on your fiancé again for the fifth time this week after cancelling the date yet again. You were so pissed off at him. You understood his job as a mafia but he still has to get his priorities right. You had enough of him pushing you aside, barely spending any time together for the past few weeks. And when you brought up about a date, he was down for it but it was pushed for 4 days and now 5.
You heard the door open along with some footsteps. You stood up and made your way to the hallway of the living room to see Jungkook looking pissed.
"Jungkook-"
"Not right now Y/N" he said taking off his tie.
"No Jungkook. You don't get to just push me aside every single time. I waited for you to come home to make sure you come home safe, in one piece!" you say.
"I didn't ask you to wait for me!" he raised his voice.
"I wait for you because I care! Jungkook You're my fiancé! My soon to be husband! Of course I'd care! You forgot about our date again as expected for the fifth time Jungkook. FIFTH" you say raising your voice too.
"Is that all you care about? the stupid date?! Enough Y/N, I'm tired" he said.
"It's not just any stupid date you idiot! It was suppose to be our anniversary date. Five days ago. AND IF THAT IS ALL I CARED ABOUT, I WOULDNT HAVE STAYED UP EACH NIGHT UNTIL YOU COME HOME! YOUVE GONE TOO FAR" you say.
"ENOUGH Y/N, SHUT UP" he said raising his hand but stopped as soon as he realised that he raised his hand.
You looked at him in complete shock and disgust. You can't believe your fiancé, and boyfriend of 3 years raised his hand at you for the first time over this argument. Never in your life has he done that and today he did. He promised he would never hurt you or even think of hurting you, but today, his actions showed.
"Hit me Jungkook. Hit me" you say through tears.
Jungkook sighed dropping his hand. He knew he fvcked up big time. He knew that this would cause a whole other bigger problem.
Seeing the pain and fear in your eyes only made his heart shatter. He hated seeing you cry. This was the worst feeling he had. Seeing you fear him.
"Y/N, I didn't-"
"No Jungkook. Stop. I had enough of you" you say, taking off your engagement ring, making him look at you in shock.
"No baby, what are you doing" he said trying to stop you from doing so.
"You're too much. You do not care about our relationship at all, you promised" you cried but still kept a strong mask on.
"Give me back this ring when you've sort yourself out" you said pushing the ring towards him on his chest.
"No baby-"
"No Jungkook, I'm leaving" you say.
"Where are you going? It's late, I'm not letting you go anywhere" he said.
"Who are you to tell me what to do?" you asked.
"Baby" he said hurt by your words but you still kept your guard on.
You indeed walk out the door and got in your car. This was when you broke down completely. You were so deeply hurt by what he did but you also felt guilty for acting the way you did. You then connected your phone to the speaker of the car and called Jimin, Jungkook's and your best friend.
"Y/N? Are you okay?" he asked as soon as he picked up.
"No, Jimin can I stay over for tonight?" you said sniffling.
"Yes of course. Where are you? Do you need me to pick you up? Wait I'll pick you up, it's already late" he said.
"No it's okay, I'm already on the way" you say trying to hold back your sobs.
Your vision is blurry from the tears that are piled up in your eyes. You blinked to let the tears fall freely, clearing your vision a little as it might've been dangerous to drive with such condition.
"Fvck, be careful y/n, I'll be waiting outside. Stay on the phone in case anything happens" he said.
You nodded even though he couldn't see it. You just couldn't talk right now especially while you were trying to silence your sobs.
"You can cry y/n, there's no need to stop yourself" Jimin say softly.
You immediately bit your lip. After awhile, you pulled up at his house and he was indeed waiting outside. He rushed to your car as soon as you parked it behind his.
"Gosh y/n, what happened?" he said as you made your way to him.
He brought you in the house and let you sit on the sofa. You were a mess and you can barely stand up. You felt so weak. Your eyes were puffy, hair messy, nose red, everything was just a mess.
You began explaining what happened and Jimin was indeed disappointed. Jungkook has been calling you nonstop on your phone but you had silenced it.
"Maybe you should just inform him where you're at. I'm sure he'd go crazy if he doesn't know whether you're safe or not" Jimin suggested.
"Speaking of which..." he said and held up his phone to see Jungkook calling him.
"I'm telling him youre here but I won't make him come" he say.
"Is y/n with you? I messed up, she walked out. And I don't know where she's at. It's literaly 4 in the morning, where is she? She still hasn't come home yet, fvck!" Jungkook yelled.
"Calm down Jungkook. She's here. She's at my house. But you're not coming" he said.
"What? Why? No I have to go and see her, I-"
"Jungkook, no. Look, I know you're worried but what you've done is a lot. She needs space from you. Give her space. I'll update you often on her, you don't have to worry. Just think through what you've done and think about how you're going to fix this" Jimin said while walking in the room away from you.
"She's broken dude... she's so hurt by your actions. Just please fix it quickly, I don't want my two best friends to be this way for a long time" he sighed.
"I messed up so bad Jimin... I literally raised my hand at her.. what was I thinking!" Jungkook cried.
Jimin could tell how hurt and disappointed Jungkook was just through the call.
"I'll update you if anything happens jungkook... you take care" Jimin say and ended the call before going back to you.
"You should sleep, it's already 4" Jimin say.
You nodded.
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You were already asleep on the bed in the guest room and Jimin took a picture to send it over to Jungkook. Jungkook was restless. He couldn't sleep without you. Especially when you're not at home. Especially when he knows you're angry and upset at him. He quickly looked at the message and clicked on the photo to see you sleeping. Eyes puffy, nose red, you just cuddling the sheets. His heart broke at the sight. He must make it up soon.
