A Necromantic Gamer's Journey(DxD)

Chapter 44: Indignation

I didn't wake up.

Why?

I just didn't fucking sleep in the first place. I just stood like a fucking retard glaring at the spot that the maid Gratshart hard crawled out from.

My hands were closed so right that my fingernails drew blood. I want to hurt someone.

Even through my crimson veil of irrational anger, I managed to put up a curtain when it became morning to mute the sound of my leg slamming the door open, shattering it to a thousand wood shrapnel instead. Yet it did nothing to quell my anger

This won't do, I don't want Asia or the others to see me be like this, so I should probably send them out for a girls' night out. That also includes Ratshit. Fuck her if she wants to stay in her room.

I located Kalawarner who was the first one to wake up and went up to her. She looked quite disturbed when she looked at me, I didn't know why or cared to.

"Kal, take this, take the maids and Asia with you and don't come back until nighttime." Without waiting for her reply I shoved 100,000 yen into her hands.

"Wha-" I cut her off.

"Take this chance of my brief moment of reasonability and leave or else you won't like what happens next." Apparently, my death glare was enough for her to shut her trap and get leaving for a girl's night out with everyone INCLUDING Ratshit.

Once everyone had left I started trembling. Just looking at myself made me sick. I wanted to puke, I wanted to scream, I wanted to break something, I wanted to kill someone, yet nothing came out.

I was angry at Grayfia for barging into my house and assaulting me before insulting and grayballing me.

I was angry at myself for being so pathetically weak that I couldn't stop someone from entering my room. I LET that happen to me like a pathetic worm. There is no rest for the wicked it seems.

I went into the courtyard as my cursed energy gouged the ground with every step I took. I summoned Alpha and started sparring with him. I went at him with my everything. But with his Racial and Class advantage, he easily handled me.

How pathetic huh? Can't even beat my own undead.

I kept hitting him until my knuckles were torn, no, they had been ground down to the bone. I didn't even know what I was using I was just attacking before Alpha grabbed both of my hands and stopped me.

"What the hell are you doing Alpha?" I hissed but Alpha just shook his head. He couldn't speak yet I understood what he meant.

'You are just hurting yourself.'

Oh, oh, I know. It feels like my brain is about to burn. I just want to punish myself right now. I also feel Wiz expressing her concern for me from my shadow but frankly, I just want to vent out my frustration.

But Alpha was also right. Self-deprecation will not help me. And I don't have enough time to dungeon so what I can do is make some talismans and use them to turn my house into a full-on fortress.

But first, I will take a quite... cheap method to get strength.

I went around MY house and started looking for panties like a certain brown-haired invalid sitting in my inventory, I will probably do something with him someday. Probably.

After a while of scrounging around I found my first panties in Ratpiss's room. Which looked like a messy place and the bed was incredibly sticky. On the floor, I found a skimpy black thong.

[Panties get!]

[Raynare's Panties]

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