Sire and Sparkling (Starscream's Daughter)

Chapter 21 Forgiveness

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HEY GUYS!

I HAVE SOME NEWS THAT I WANT EVERYONE TO HEAR!

I’M ABOUT TO START SCHOOL AGAIN!

THAT MEANS THAT I WON'T HAVE A LOT OF FREE TIME LIKE I USE TO!

SO I’M HERE TO TELL YOU THAT I WILL ONLY BE UPDATING NEW CHAPTERS FOR THIS BOOK ON SUNDAYS!

I MIGHT EVEN UPDATE TWICE A WEEK, BUT ONLY WHEN I HAVE TIME!

I’M SORRY GUYS!

HOPE YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!

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Snow POV

“It’s not what it looks like” I said.

I hope he will not jump to conclusions and let me explain everything to him. 

“I can't believe that you lie to me” he said. 

I felt my spark almost break when he said that. 

“I didn’t mean to” I said with teary optics.

“Yet you did” he said with a hurt look. 

“I know… I’m sorry” I said with small tears falling from my optics. 

“I… I thought we were friends” he said.

“I’m sorry for not telling you that I was actually a Decepticon, but I knew you will not want to be my friend if you knew I was with the enemy” I explained. 

“Why should believe you? How do I know that you are not just using me?” he asked.

“I know… I know you don't trust me right now, but I’m telling you the truth, smokey” I said. 

“Mm… then prove it” he said.

“Huh?” I asked.

I was confused in so many ways because I didn’t know how he wanted me to prove to him that I was not lying. 

“I said to prove it” he said again.

“How? I mean… How do you want me to prove it?” I asked.

“I don’t know… you ask me” he said.

I bit my bottom lip.

‘I don’t know how to prove myself’ I thought.

I looked down because I didn’t know how to prove myself to him. 

“I’m sorry, but I don’t know” I said with a sad expression.

I heard him sighed before turning around.

“Tsk, I knew this was too good to be true” he said.

I saw him about to leave, but in a desperate intent to stop him.

I hugged him with tears falling from my optics like waterfalls. 

“I’m sorry… please… don’t leave” I begged.

I was now a crying mess.

“Grrr… why should I stay when you could be lying to me?” he asked.

“But I’m not” I said.

“Uh… how… how could I know that?” he asked.

I knew by the tone of his voice that he was also crushed with this. 

“I… I don’t know” I whispered.

“Then… let go” he said, but I shook my head.

I was then roughly pushed back and was shocked.

He looked devastated then was about to transform into his alt-mode to leave and that’s when I decided to speak up. 

“I’m meant to be Megatron’s future sparkmate when I become a full-grown seeker!” I yelled.

He immediately stopped in his tracks.

He then turned around to look at me with wide optics. 

“What?!” he asked.

“You told me to prove myself, right?” I asked.

He nodded.

“Well… I trust you with this information that only he and my sire know” I said.

“Is this information true?’ he asked.

I nodded.

“Do you remember when I asked you if you ever been in a situation where you need to choose between two serious situations and if you choose the wrong one then you or someone really close to you might get hurt?” I asked.

“Yes… I do” he replied.

“Well that's what I'm going through right now” I said.

“Really?” he asked.

I nodded.

“I don’t know what to do... I really don’t know if I want to sparkbond with him and I’m scared that he will hurt me or my sire if I tell him that I don’t want to bond with him” I explained.

I then fell to my knees with tears falling from my optics.

“I’m scared, Smokescreen” I said.

I don’t how long I was there.

I then felt myself get pulled into a warm embrace. 

“Smokey?’ I asked.

“I’m sorry… I believe you” he said.

“You do?” I asked.

He nodded.

I smile and hug him back.

“Um… thank you… thank you so much, smokey” I said.