Ruthless

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I couldn't describe this feeling.... it was weird as fuck; there was a permanent smile on my face, my flawless skin had this glow to it, and according to Sincere my ass was getting fatter and my dick was getting bigger, but that nigga was just talking. Ever since New Years I just had a little more pep in my step, I wasn't as angry as I usually was and on random occasions, I would just start whistling a tune that sounded a lot like 'Forunate' by Maxwell..... of course, Sincere was taking credit for my good mood but he had nothing to do with it. I laid in our bed, my back was against our headboard, Sincere lying on top of me but facing away from me, as he played the game and I played with his ass..... The only thing that was missing from this nearly perfect picture was Jordan, who went back home to his mom in North Carolina, he almost refused to leave and held onto Sincere's leg screaming that he 'didn't want to leave'..... I still couldn't understand how Jordan latched on to Sincere so quickly, when there were dudes he's been around his whole life that he barely says two words two, but he and Sincere would literally carry on a conversation for hours..... While all this seemed all well and good there was a looming cloud, a cloud that I knew should be getting here any day now and then I had a decision to make.

"Aight man, I gotta start getting ready for work." I said smacking Sincere's ass and watching it jiggle slightly, yeah buying this nigga some Ethika's was the best purchase I've made in the last few weeks. "Some of us don't have the luxury of just laying around all day and playing video games." I said trying to get up, but Sincere sat up and leaned back so that his back was pressing against my chest. "So you're not going to let me leave?" I asked wrapping my arm around his waist.

"Who's stopping you?" Sincere said and I was trying my hardest not to get distracted by his ass grinding against my dick. "And for the record, I have a job.... I just work from home, I work for myself, I'm my own boss and if you weren't trying so hard to keep up appearances of being a legit taxpaying citizen, you could work from home too." Sincere said finally hopping off of me and walking out of the room.

"Selling feet pics to creepy old white men isn't a job." I said chuckling.

"Ayy don't knock my hustle, I got 2k for a video of me nutting on my feet..... you may say it's not a job but it's the easiest money I've ever made and the best part is I don't have to even show my face, all they're interested in is these beautiful ass toes that you love suckin on." Sincere said walking back into the room. "So what's the plan for tonight? I was thinking we could do something lite.... order some food, watch a movie, and just chill."

"Actually..... I was thinking we could go out. There's this Habachi spot I've been wanting to try and.... I just never got the opportunity." I said quickly, the truth is 'the other nigga' never wanted to go and I going out to eat by myself.

"Yeah we can do that.... just text me when you get off, I got some shyt I have to do today so I'm not going to be here." Sincere said causally, but I knew he could feel my eyes burning into the back of his head. "It's nothing crazy.... I just got shyt to do, don't you trust me?" He asked giving me that playful smile of his.

"Aight, man whatever....." I said dismissively, in a moment of complete transparency I was lowkey insecure; when I was with 'the other nigga' I knew he was cheating and whenever he'd tell me that he 'got some shyt to do' I took that was code for fuckin other niggas and while I highly doubted that Sincere would do some shyt like that there were still some lingering triggers that would be there for a while.

"I'm going to see my mom aight? I'm helping her with some shyt, and then I was planning on doing a few other things.... things that you don't need to know about... YET." Sincere said sensing my frustration. "Look I don't want you not trusting me.... but I promise it's something you'll really enjoy and I don't wanna ruin the surprise." Sincere said walking over to me.