Ruthless

Murda 2

A nigga like me knew he was gay when I saw Jason's Lyric for the first time, Allen Payne's ass had my dick hard as fuck, mind you I was a kid at the time and didn't know what it meant but when I hit them teenage years shyt became clear and I've been hoeing ever sense. Brian Pumper, J. Strokes, and Justin Slayer whenever I would watch porn them three had to be in it because all I wanted to see were their asses, that was all the confirmation I needed to know that I was obsessed with dudes and I didn't give a fuck who didn't like it. Which brings me to my coming out story; my mom cried, my younger brother sat in stunned silence, and my dad went to go find his gun.... his exact words were 'I rather have a dead son, than a faggot', imagine his surprise when my youngest brother told him that he was bisexual and fuckin our play cousin. Needless to say, he kicked us both out, only for him to end up homeless the next day when my mom kicked him to the curb and told us to come back, my middle brother went with our dad and we haven't spoken to him since even though I see his ol' bean head ass around town all the time. But back to the mission at hand.... ASS ASS ASS, I was so fuckin horny that it was ridiculous and if I didn't fuck something today more likely than not somebody was getting shot.

"You are literally one ugly ass nigga... like God just said fuck it right around the face area, or maybe he went on a coffee break or something because you look like a half baked cake that got dropped on the floor in the face." I said looking at Legend who was sitting on the couch with this look on his face. Honestly, he had been looking like that all damn day, like he was stuck in one moment in time that he wanted to relive forever. "Little Dick Rick I know you hear me talking to you." I said throwing a celery stick at him.

"Forget it bro.... that nigga is gone, after we finished 'ice fishing' he's had that same look on his face. I don't know what that nigga Cody did to him but that nigga Legend is lost... not that I blame him because LaChae got me feeling the same way. It took be three days to be able to blink after the first time I fucked her, like forreal she blew my fuckin mind." Jizzle said getting this far away look in his eyes and I could've sworn he had a glimmer of the 'L word' in his eyes.

"Aight that's enough of that shyt, let's get back to business. I found a couple of places close to downtown that are worth looking at, there are also some places on campus that may have some hidden value." D-Man said and I tried not to laugh. "What's so damn funny Murda?" He asked his eyes flickering with anger.

"Why your virgin ass always get uncomfortable when the topic of sex comes up? Like nigga sex is a natural part of life and it shouldn't make your grown-ass uncomfortable in any way, shape, or form." I said watching with amusement as the veins in D-Man's neck started to pulse.

"Just because I don't sling dick as recklessly as y'all three doesn't mean I'm a fuckin virgin. Matter fact ask your sexy ass little brother what happened on New Years." D-Man said smiling and my hand instinctively went for my gun, luckily for him, it was up in my room. "Exactly now shut yo bitch ass up." D-Man said and the smile on his face let me know he was lying but still... I didn't play about my brother and he knew that shyt.

"Man fuck you...." I said pulling out my phone and I was convinced that my mind was playing tricks on me because there was no way in hell that it was almost 'that day' I checked, double-checked, and then tripled checked to make sure I wasn't trippin because if it was almost 'that day' then I was fucked. "I need a blunt...." I said getting up and grabbing my keys and though I had a blunt already rolled in my room I needed to get out of this damn house because I had a lot of shyt I needed to handle and I didn't have that much time to do it.

Most of my day was spent making plans, damn I couldn't believe it's been going on seven years... time really fuckin flew but more on that later I needed to focus because if I wasn't on guard on this side of town... It didn't take me long to track him down, his car just screamed for attention, in fact, all of their cars did ranging in colors for the brightest blue to the deepest shade of purple. I knew I shouldn't be here but I had to see him... we had been doing this dance since we were sixteen and we both knew the consequences of what would happen if we were ever caught that 'L word' was a powerful thing. I sent a text and waited as he walked out the bar and started walking down the street, I followed after him slowly checking my surroundings and once we were sure the coast was clear he hopped in the passenger seat and we sped off.