Exotic Love (Novel)

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5 years ago. It was when I first saw Yoon Hee-gyeom for the first time and somehow I had a strong command engraved in my head. It numbed all the rationality, and my emotions make me do it. I should trample that bastard. Let's make him to not show his face again because he's so unpleasant that every time I see him, my heart feels tight.

The party that was planned for the purpose of sending off Choi Sung-tae which is in order to create a scandal about his father, Choi Byung-seop, a member of the National Assembly who was overtaking the Prime Minister position, was perfect. It was easy to put one more spot on Yoon Hee-gyeom on the scheme planned by Chairman Jung, who intended it for Choi Byung-seop. There were already a lot of people who cried out for Yoon Hee-gyeom to go to the party once, so it wasn't a matter of pressuring his agency and ask them to coax Yoon hee-gyeom to go to the party to prevent Yoon Hee-gyeom from daring to refuse going. So, even if I didn't have to use my hands, Yoon Hee-gyeom had no choice but to come to the party.

  But at best, he's convicted as a drug offender. In addition, as he is a first offender, so his sentence was a little weak, also since Choi Byung-seop's son, Choi Sung-tae, was involved in the event, so it was highly likely that he would took the fall for it. So I used a little more help. To trample him properly. Never…..I thought I would never see you again.

  "…...Fuck!!!"

  Curse words poured out. Yoon Hee-gyeom was mistaken. It's a misunderstanding that I helped him get a probation. It was Kim Tae-woon's work. There was something else I had planned for him.

It was to drop him into the abyss.

  In fact, it was my goal to get him a prison sentence. So I recruit his personal manager. I gave him cannabis and ecstasy that I had and made him bring them to Yoon Hee-gyeom's house. Rumors were created here so that reporters would tell the detectives 'Yoon Hee-gyeom's house also has drugs.' That's how when the house investigation is conducted, the drugs is really there. Yoon Hee-gyeom would not have known anything about it. Even if he denied about it, the evidence was obvious and no one would've believed him.

However, at that time, I was in a state where i'm really not feeling well, so I let Kim Tae-woon took care of the matter. But in the meantime, Kim Tae-woon's compassion was aroused and he just went against my plan.  My original plan was to completely ruin his life.  Until recently, I must have forgotten that happened and didn't care about it. When I found out that the plan went wrong, I was angry and scolded Kim Tae-woon once.

    But now, Kim Tae-woon’s actions…can I say it's wrong?

    Yoon Hee-gyeom he really…..don't know anything. Is he just holding on to a grateful heart, misunderstanding that he was taken out on probation?  I wonder if he is also digging for the reason as to why he got the drugs that he didn't buy which is found at his house. Maybe he knows everything then and is trying to screw me.

    Those who approached me, their intentions were obvious, and also Yoon Hee-gyeom no exception, he must have thoroughly catered to my desires in bed so that I did not think that he had no ulterior motives. When I think about it like that, it makes me feel dirty, so I just wanted to stop thinking and stick to my desires.

   Me who had no idea as to the reason why he is having sex with me for because Yoon Hee-gyeom, who devotes such a fiery passion to movies, and Yoon Hee-gyeom, who looks so happy just by making a movie. Every action of his is to match me...me as TY's Director Jung, not Jung Jae-han and I didn't know that it was dedicated for that. Entertain. Thats right, fuck, to entertain.  I know that bastard who sucked my cock even after being beaten up like that is just to entertain me.

    But not only that…The truth is, he must have known everything and is plotting something to screw me up, so he put up smoke screen to hide it.

    Still, I do not regret my actions. Even now, I have no regrets.

But its confusing in my mind. Yoon Hee-gyeom....how much do you know?  What are you thinking?

In the end, I knew there was no revenge he could have done to me, and I knew that no matter what he did, he had no choice but to have little influence. Therefore, his reasons, his thoughts etc, were not important to me. I should not have been interested in the least.

"......Ha."

But why am I. Why am I so concerned and confused?  I couldn't even drive anymore, so I put my car on the side of the road and leaned my forehead against the steering wheel. Sighs poured out, over and over again.  It felt like my head was going to explode. My heart tightened....I don't know how it became like this. 

These days, somehow, when I think of Yoon Hee-gyeom, it's hard to breathe.  It felt like it was throbbing inside.