This chapter contains highly detailed smut. Skip if you don't like it.
I gasped as Colby laid me down on the bed, hovering over me as he placed rough kisses on my neck.
It had been so long since I have had actual sex so I was honestly feeling a little nervous.
Obviously there was a bit of trauma that would surround having sex but in this moment I didn't care.
I loved Colby and I wanted to take this step again with him.
The whole situation was still crazy and a whirlwind to say the least, but it was hard to stay away from someone who was meant to be in your life.
"Fuck." I whispered as Colby put his hand on my thigh, slowly creeping it up my dress.
I found myself tensing at the heat of his hand against my sensitive skin.
"Is this okay?" Colby asked as he pulled away, looking at me with concern in his eyes.
"It's perfect." I whispered then put my hands on his cheeks and pulled him in for a heated kiss.
I tried to take the lead, but only lasted a couple seconds before Colby was taking control of the kiss.
I felt like putty in his hands as he traced his tongue against my bottom lip, prompting me to open up to him.
"Mmm." I hummed as his hand trailed up my body, the cold steal of his rings sending a shiver down my spine.
Colby chuckled as he pulled away from me. "Sit up." He said and leaned back, slowly unbuttoning his shirt.
I watched him with doe like eyes as I sat up. I couldn't get over how perfect the curves of his abs were and how perfect they flexed as he pulled his white button down off.
"Like what you see?" Colby asked and gently brushed his fingers against my cheek.
"Yes." I said quietly as he grinned. "I'm all yours." He said then reached for the bottom of my dress.
I looked into his eyes as he carefully pulled my dress over my head, leaving me in just my bra and underwear.
Colby grinned and looked my body up and down for a second before he kissed me again, pushing me back onto the bed.
There was so much electricity sparking between us as he ran his hands up and down my body.
"You're so beautiful." He whispered, pulling away so he could kiss my neck. I gasped, feeling an ache between my legs as he sucked and bit at the sensitive skin.
Colby continued kissing my neck for a minute before he started kissing down my body, leaving love bites as he went.
"Oh!" I gasped as he brought his hand to my heat, cupping me through my underwear.
"You're so wet for me." He hummed as he kissed down my chest, sending shivers down my spine.
"I want you so bad." I whispered shakily, the pleasure of all of this taking a toll on me.
"Patience, sweetheart. I'll get you there, don't worry." Colby hummed then reached around my back and lifted it slightly so he could unclasp my bra.
"God, you're beautiful." He whispered, looking at my body as if it was the most beautiful piece of art.
I thought I would actually start crying from how much love was in his eyes, but that would have totally ruined the mood.
After looking at me for a moment he lowered his head down and circled my stiff nipple with his tongue, sucking slightly.
