A couple days have passed and things were rough. I mostly sat in my room, staring at a wall since have been here.
I haven't had to do the unimaginable yet though which I was grateful for.
I'm sure that wouldn't last long.
Sometimes I would mouth off just to get them to give me a pill.
I was trying to control my addiction by hiding the pills under my tongue to throw them away later, but I needed to feel numb.
There was literally nothing to do, and my emotions were shot. I needed the numb to get me through it sometimes.
I was laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling when the door opened. "Get ready. We're having a party." Adam said as he walked into the room. "Kay." I mumbled, but didn't move.
"I'm going to pick your outfit out since you have to look especially nice." He said then went up to the wardrobe and sifted through the clothes.
"You need to shower. You look disgusting." Adam said then pulled out a tiny hot pink two piece set consisting of a bra like top and a mini skirt.
It was hardly any clothes so I already knew I would be uncomfortable all night.
"You don't give me access to a shower." I mumbled as he nodded. "Right. I'll take you there." He said then looked at me.
"Get up." He said as I nodded and stood up. I didn't want to be so submissive but fighting would just get me in trouble.
I knew I wasn't going to get out of here any time soon, so I had to just go with the flow until I could figure out an escape plan.
Adam led me down the hallway and towards a bathroom. "You have ten minutes. Use them wisely." He said then gestured for me to walk in.
It was starting to really bother me that I wasn't treated like a human and that I couldn't do literally anything without someone watching.
I knew that when Colby had taken me hostage I felt the same way, but this was much much worse.
When I walked into the bathroom I closed the door then turned the shower on.
I noticed that the water wasn't getting super hot so I assumed all of the girls shared this one bathroom.
I hoped that when I got out of here, I could save the rest of the girls, too.
I showered, trying to be as quick as possible but as soon as I was done rinsing the body wash off of me, Adam was coming into the room.
"Alright, you're done." He said then opened the shower curtain and started pulling me out of the shower.
"Stop!" I yelled and tried to fight him off. "You're such a slow learner, I swear to god." Adam said then punched me in the head, causing me to cry out in pain.
I wanted to keep fighting, but knew I would only get more hurt. "Here." Adam said harshly then handed me a towel. "Thanks." I mumbled then covered myself with it.
"There's makeup in your room. Look nice. You're a product and you need to be at your best." He said, sending a chill down my spine.
I couldn't understand how someone could be so inhumane and how this was able to take place at all.
Surely someone thought this was morally wrong.
I got to my room and started drying my hair. Someone had brought a hair dryer and a curling iron in here so I could get myself ready.
I didn't really want to get myself ready because it would make this situation a reality.
Colby thought I left him, and he wasn't going to come looking for me.
