Minsung waters

Chapter 74

        *6 months later*

        "No... Just don't" jisung was struggling to not let go off Minho's hand. But Minho felt like a dream slipping like sand through his fingers. "I'll be whatever you say... P-please" Jisung cried and cried.

         "You should know that love doesn't stay forever... It ends. And ours has already " Minho said, those words itching Jisung's heart like thorns of roses those ones were exchanged by them each anniversary. "hope you find someone better" Minho said one last time.

         "No! I'll kill myself if you leave me! I mean it! I can't watch you be with anyone other than me.. you're mine! Only fucking mine!" Jisung shouted his voice cracking and felt like he'll lose his power to speak anything the next second. But he wouldn't regret that.

          What he would regret.. is that not telling and convincing Minho .. his Minho to stay.

          "Leave my fucking hand before i kill you myself!" Minho thundered eyes so feirce as if he'd commit arson in front of jisung. I'm front of his innocent Qoukka who once was ready to give up on his riches for just him and only him.

           "Kill me. That's gonna be much easier.." Jisung said crying the river out of his eyes. "Jisung! Just know that people change and their love changes too!" Minho thundered and he dissapeared from his sight. No one was visible on that empty rainy street. Just raindrops keeping the sobbing Jisung company. The voice and those words of Minho echoing in his head. So many Damn times. He couldn't even keep a count of the repetition.

       Was love really that hard? But it didn't make jisung so weak that he thought of unloving Minho. Was love really so damn heartless? Why was minho being such a ruthless person who once promised him an eternity together. Can eternity be this short? Can a person lie so much? Can a person be so untruthful to his own damn self?

         All these questions gathered in his mind. Only him and the lonely street knew what was up with Jisung's broken heart right now.

        "People change.... Love changes too. People change  love changes too... People change love changes too....." He kept on mumbling until he felt someone jerk him from the dream. Or a nightmare.

          "Jisung! Baby... Are you alright?" Minho woke him up with moving his damned sweaty body. He instantly recollected who the person was and hugged leeknow like his life was dependent on it. ".... You're here? You're not going away?? Right?! Tell me for god sake" Jisung started with the questions and his shuddering tears making Leeknow worried as fuck.

         "Yes baby.. I'm here. I'm never gonna leave you. I'm here. There's no need to be worried. Whatever it was, was just a nightmare. Forget about it" Minho said as he rocked him back and forth to calm his scared self.

         When after some time he was back to normal, leeknow pushed his sweaty hair back and watched as he kept staring at that engagement ring of his. "what happened? Would you tell me that?" Minho asked as he hugged and kept his chin on Ji's shoulder. Ji slightly nodded "you were breaking up with me. There was no one else. You left me alone. Mostly i hated that you left me when I was scared. You said and that kept on repeating in my head something like 'people change love changes too'. I'm sorry... I'm just acting crazy" Jisung said again sniffing his tears back. "no need to be. I understand. I myself am traumtised with nightmares. You know that too. Baby... Don't cry now. I'm here. Nothing's wrong between us. Nothing's bad " leeknow said as ji kept nodding. One part trying to believe whatever leeknow was saying. But the other dominating part thinking of that damned sentence again and again. What if leeknow is just pretending. What is he is just stuck with me. Jisung kept having cloudy thoughts.