You really do work in mysterious ways Lord. This time it was my brother that talked to me and it was like I saw him for the first time. Not as the kid brother I'm use to and doesn't see around him but a young man actually paying attention to things I always thought he ignored. He gave me some advice on the medication and I actually understood what he was saying. The medicine isn't running away. It doesn't erase my thoughts or stop it from processing anything. It calms it down and lets me sort my thoughts at a time so I won't be overwhelmed and get lost in my head. Toby really is a good, kind hearted kid. Kind of slow at times but aren't we all? I really do love my brother and dad. I don't know what I'll do without them. Thank you for giving me them Lord. I just hope Toby is OK once he starts high school...we both know the kind of students bogan kids are and how freshmen all think once they start. Please look out for my brother and don't let him get involved with anything bad. I pray he makes lots of friends and shows our dad how mature he can be! Thank you for my brother! Amen.
Candy.
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My Letters to God.
Spiritual"I feel like I'm going in circles. Like I'm stuck in a cycle and I can't seem to claw my way out of. It's feels like when I found my religion again I started grieving. Like all the things I've ever held in and ignored through others things are final...
