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It's still Jax's P.O.V

 I've texted her the place and time. I've texted her multiple times already and she still hasn't arrived. I've been getting sad glances from many people.

" C'mon Toni, " I muttered to myself. It's been almost an hour and I can't wait another minute.

 I snatched my keys off the table and ran to my car. She's more than likely at her house. I started the ignition and headed there.

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  I  knocked on the door and it actually opened. it didn't look like anyone was home until I saw the tv on. She has to be here, considering the TV is on Adventure Time. her brother wouldn't be home alone .

" What the hell are you doing here!" her voice said beside me. I looked to see her in the kitchen, holding a bag of potato chips.

" The door was open. That's dangerous and someone could've broke in. Why didn't you come to talk?" I urged on.

She just shook her head and walked towards the couch, plopping down.

" I changed my mind. I didn't want to talk. I remember how I told you that in Ms. Melanie's class. " she said taking a chip. She didn't look at me at all. She just watched the TV. " Can you leave. At least we talked."

" No, because you staying here isn't what I want to talk about. " I said sitting on the couch. She scooted over on the couch, eyes still locked on the tv. " I want to talk about what I did. And about us..."

" I don't want to talk about it Jax !" she screamed. " I never want to talk about it okay?" She looked at me with her chocolate eyes. They had lost their glow. It was darkness now. I practically lost her.

" We need to. If we keep avoiding it, things are just going to get worse. We need to. Do you think I want to talk with you about it when things are already so tense?" I told her.

" Fine. Talk Henderson." she said crossing her arms with a smirk on her lips.

" I understand that I hurt you. I kissed another girl in front of you, but I'm with Hayley now. Yeah deep down, I know I have feelings for you-"

" Ha ha, oh really?" she chuckled darkly. " You have feelings for me huh? I don't believe you for a single second Henderson."

" Well it's true," I said getting angrier by the second. She was making it difficult by her behavior. " I can't even have a conversation with you Toni. So damn immature." I grumbled.

She looked at me, her eyes full of anger. She got up from the couch, tossing the bag of chips on the table. " I'm not immature." she said in a quiet voice.

" Yes you are. You're acting like a spoiled kid, who didn't get what they wanted for the first time!"

" I'm not immature Jax. You are. You're like a little boy. You can't even make a simple decision. You're selfish. And you're a player. You juggled with my feelings! You told me all types of wonderful things. You told me you were infatuated with me and I wasn't like the other girls, yet you turn around and kiss Hayley!" she screeched. I could see the tears brimming in her eyes. I've never seen her this hurt before.

" But I told you about Hayley! I told you I was still in love with her and you were okay with it. You didn't mind. Do you think I expected this to happen?" I asked.

" No. No one would think this would happen, but it did. You may think it was fate, destiny, or a miracle to have her come back, right? Hell, I was so shocked. I thought you wouldn't mind and just move on. No, you just practically ditched me. It was a slap in the face. A kick in the balls!"