yesterday morning, i told myself i'd spent the day in grins and laughter. all for jin. because i believe that dedicating small things to the people i love can help me, it keeps me motivated. shit started with only a small thing - a c grade in chemistry when i should've gotten an a. it continued with me almost telling my favorite teacher about my "invisible" frens. and it ended in the worst way possible. triggering my sister's sadness. i'm not trying to be guilty, i'm not trying to be the one saying it's my fault. but i triggered it. i triggered all the pain-
this is far too personal.
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seen it all before // 10th spam
Random" my head is haunting me and my heart feels like a ghost "