seen it all before // 10th spam

jailed chaos

i've been "defensively hyper" all morning.

something inside me just won't let me be sad about mcr.

my heart is constantly beating out of my chest, i'm constantly smiling and laughing.

what a peculiar defense system.

this my second march 22nd since i've started listening to mychem and i'm cosplaying as tbp mikey as i did last year. i'm gonna be listening to mcr all day, but i've made a decision to skip songs that i know are too triggering for me.

lastly, a thank you to bts for making me a better person and teaching me to always choose what's better and healthier for me 💜