seen it all before // 10th spam

bronchitis and asthma aren't the same thing

if you die tonight, it's gonna be my fault.

if you hurt yourself tonight, it's gonna be my fault.

you can't breathe right now and it's my fault.

and i do feel bad writing this. because it's not all about me and i should take all of the blame. but i know i did a big part in it and i deserve to be blamed.

if i don't say these words, they'll hurt me. but saying them will probably hurt you.

i guess i'm a selfish, egocentric bitch for writing this now.

i'm just trying to help myself because i know i can't help you.