seen it all before // 10th spam

잡아줘 (can you trust me?)

over the last few weeks, i've been gaining a new feeling about bts. i watch my sister's tears, her love and excitement for them, but i can't relate to those feelings. because i just love them. i love them so much. so quietly. they've become such normal people to me. i see their words as something a friend would say and i see their videos as simply something they're giving me. i am aware of their status, but at the same time i see them as normal people. i don't feel like crying about them as much anymore. i do cry about or because of them sometimes, but much less often. and i do get excited, but to certain extents. i feel like i'm in a happy, good and stable place with them.