seen it all before // 10th spam

8명

it's 2am.

three people have wished me a happy birthday.

a record low number. not that it matters.

my mother, at midnight, followed by the words "you can leave. now. don't be here".

my sister, at 1am, followed by bts videos to make me smile for the first time in hours.

my classmate, at 2am, followed by wishes that this birthday and my legal age become different from any bad thoughts i might have.

i honestly don't even want more. it's good.

i'm thankful.

but i don't wanna go to sleep now because i worry that i'll refuse to get up.

it's 2:13am.