seen it all before // 10th spam

come to my city.

there are so many things about myself that i hate and i only came clean with it to myself today. for example, i feel like i'm an awful sister; i don't respect my sister's personal space, i force her into things, i learn from her rather than teaching her things. another example is my constant and ridiculous stress about my weight. however, i don't even want to try to lose or gain weight anymore. i don't care anymore and i'd only give in into muscle workout. another example is the fact i jump into dumb conclusions very quickly. i accuse people of things and i make rude assumptions which makes me a disgusting person. i hate so many things about myself and i want to get away from myself; even if it's just for a week.