how good is distance exactly?
when i don't reply to your messages... you feel ignored, but i just don't want to reply until i can dedicate all of my time to you.
when i push you away... you feel like i don't love you, but i just want to make any future fallout easier.
when i'm using rude language... you feel like i'm careless, but i just want you to get a worse picture of me so you can create a bigger distance for your own sake.
when i reply with harsh words... you feel like i'm stupid, but i just want to make it easier for you to forget me someday.
when i refuse to admit you're a part of my life... you feel like i'm naïve, but if you were a part of my life i'd call you that.
when i ignore your warnings... you feel like i don't care, but i feel like i've been standing at the edge of a dead end for too long to be wary.
i put up various distances with various people and they never seem to understand them. how does that help any of us? maybe i should just break all contact, maybe that's what i deserve...
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seen it all before // 10th spam
Random" my head is haunting me and my heart feels like a ghost "
