seen it all before // 10th spam

SO MANY STORIES I HIDE

i feel bad?? there was some kind of tension (if you may) between my sister and me and we just lied in bed without talking which is of course weird. music was just playing in the background and that was it. and then, my fucking dumb ass fell asleep. at a time when she obviously needed me, i fell asleep. and now i'm in my bed, hating myself. why did i have to fall asleep? why don't i know when to shut my mouth? why do i never know what's the right thing to say?