𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓭𝓼 - 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓮 𝓶𝓮 ☽ 𝓳𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓳𝓪𝓬𝓴.
—𝙝𝙤𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙢𝙣. 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙩𝙚.
✰✰✰"look me in my eyes, john" i say.
he glares upward and i'm instantly entranced by the only pair of eyes that could make the butterflies in the pit of my stomach turn into a fucking stampede.
"i know you're hurt. i know it's hard for you to trust again. i understand it all. but you need to realize, i'm dating you because i love you. i don't want anything but your love." i grip onto his large hands, with my small ones, tighter and tighter.
"but y/n, you don't get it. i'm damaged, you deserve someone who can treat you that way that you deserve to be treated."
"don't you understand? i don't want better. i want you."
he now is holding onto my thighs as i cup his face and wipe his fat tears, using the callused pad of my thumb.
he was broken by his previous relationship and now i can see the damage caused by it. these words meant the most to him. having been neglected for so long.
"promise me you'll never leave me, y/n i need you. promise me you'll always be here. promise me." he pleads, choking back a sob.
"johnny, i promise."
promise me you'll never change.
promise you'll catch me if i start to fall like the rain.
promise me we'll find our place in this crazy world and you'll be there when i call out your name.
i promise i got you.
i promise we'll make it.
as long as you promise to fight through the pain.
just promise, our love..
it don't wind up in vain.
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𝐲𝐨 𝐬𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢'𝐦 𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤. 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞. 𝐩𝐦 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐮.♡