PRINCESS - in search of lovable life ✔︎

119. Painful memories

I'm really sorry, for making you wait.

I'm not getting time now a days as I got engrossed with my work too much.

Bare me till next week then I can be little free so I can update soon.

Sorry my lovely readers once again for making you wait..

Author POV

In this one year, siya changed alot. Even though she cried sometimes, she mould herself a strong.

Not all the people teach us life lessons. Some people teach us the beauty of love as if they never engrave that beauty.

But little did they know, they are not only teaching the beauty of love but also they are erasing the trust on love, on life by living apart.

Same goes with siya, Now she lost the trust on people, love. Added to that, the behaviour of kusuma and her family make her think worst and made her strong that now she don't have any opinion on anything just like a rock.

She don't want to think about anyone and become weak and feel emotional.

People are there only to use in one way or other but some people come in the form of love, some come in the form of hate.

Over all at the end it's only we alone live on this world of magic where everything happens infront of her eyes yet we can't do.

In every situation we face we oaky aa role yet we can't change. That's the magic of life.

We see, we feel, we laugh, we cry, we love , we hate, we do whatever we want but we blame others for something or for someone because we are not ready to accept.

The sane goes with siya that she blamed sindhu and thought that she is the reason for everything.

But what happen to sid..??

Why he is silent..??

What I did to deserve this..??

Everyone who knows about us ask me, is that true..

What should I answer them..??

I could have say something to myself to convince but my inner self is mocking at me everytime.

How can I blame someone forcibly..??

Whether she is the reason or not..??

Because don't you have one minute to respond to any of my things..

Whether you are in a position to answer or not..

Atleast you could have say "I explain you eveything later."

Just five words, don't he had time to send, when he had time to exchange pleasantries.

Don't I deserve atleast a message " I'm there, wait for me"..

Even I provoke you and at the end when I said breakup you didn't said anything.

Is what you have importance to me on uour life ..??

Should I take your silence acceptance and the photos updates are as truth..

To think something and cry and console myself, I can see your updates on social media site that you are good.

Above all this what hurts the most is aananya, she too same like you..

At the start, she said "don't mingle relationship with friendship of mine."

Then, now what she is doing..

I don't know why I'm not even getting angry on her.

How many people treats me as good and like a kid I still miss you..