ROY
What have I done?!
My breath caught up in my throat as tears sting in my eyes as I lost my ability to think or feel. A horror took over me and I realized that I was too late to recognize my feelings.
'Fuck, fuck, no, take my everything not her. Please...' I thought and ended up screaming from the anguish stacking in my chest.
"Garnet, listen to me.. Please.."
I was so lost in the fire that it burned me to ashes and I made an irredeemable mistake which is gonna eat me up for the rest of my life.
I pushed the person who could save me from the abyss away. What the fuck I had done?!
"I.. didn't.. Mean.. It was.. Not.. my.."
I watched her leave, unable to utter a proper sorry even with tears streaming down my face.
"Sir what-"
Someone tried to come but I stopped it.
"Stay the fuck away from me..."
Shaking in appall, in horror, all I could feel was an unbearable remorse eating me from inside.
"How horrible. What devil tried to make fun of a girl like that? He or she should be arrested. Someone call the security and find this person."
"Who could disgrace his Brother's girlfriend? Were they holding a death-wish or something?" My Brother's... girlfriend?
"That person better start counting down, Lucien Layne would show it hell for hurting her."
What have I ever done for her?
I broke the LED, I was the one who was screaming, sobbing, anguished and they were talking about what 'Lucien' would do.
I felt worthless- In fact, I am worthless.
All I could do is to bear the weight of my sins and live my life in a ravage which has the loud screams of pain in them; cursing me for pushing her.
'Nothing could redo my actions, I have lost what could be my eternal reprieve. I lost Garnet.'
"I am sorry, I am so sorry..."
I stumbled back and ran inside, wanting to be as far away as possible from people.
My heart skipped a beat when she confessed, I could fathom paradise in her arms, I felt complete in her presence. I began to desire her as the missing piece of my life but I broke that ray of hope with my own hands.
I shattered everything.
The way she looked at me before leaving, no matter how much I tried, I could never eradicate it from my mind.
The way she looked at me in hatred and anger. That look of betrayal, It is all my fault. I became her culprit.
"What have I done..?"
I ended up crying again, covering my face with tears rolling down my cheek. I walked back inside and leaned on the wall, I could fall anytime.
My voice, my breath, everything was stuck inside me and I couldn't do anything. An immense pain mixed up inside me and began to hurt me.
"I am sorry, I am so sorry. What have I done?" I fell down to my knees.
I felt defiled, I felt humiliated, I couldn't even lift my gaze and meet anyone. Extreme anxiety and distress took over me as I felt repentant of my sin.
"What have you done, Roy?! And don't lie to me, I know it's you!"
An angry voice of Hailey came. I kept looking down in shame. I bit my quivering lips, my strength deprived from me.
YOU ARE READING
A Game Of Revenge
Romance"And what you desire. We will have a normal Boss and PA relationship.." "What game?" I asked in a whisper, not liking this at all but his offer was too good to resist. He let out a low yet dark chuckle and moved to my neck and spoke up in a whisper...
