2023-12-30

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I missed Christmas, so happy holidays to you.

In two days time 2023 will be over. I don't know when I'll speak to you next but the year will definitely be over by the time I decide to filter through my thoughts once more.

I need to separate myself from Jacob, I don't know what brought on the sudden every day talks once more but I think they need to stop.

I still get excited when I see his messages and I still smile when I converse with him. We've started playing video games together and that too needs to stop.

I'm still far too attached to be like this. Far too in love with him, which is aggressively selfish and ironic, I'm aware, though I never claimed to not love him.

But I can't go back, or at the very least that is what I am sure of in my brain anyway.

I'm not good for people, Pietro.

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