Do any of you go through bouts where you feel like you are always there for other people, yet when you need a shoulder to lean on nobody is around? Including family and friends?
I try to believe that there are quality people around that love as hard as me and that can give what I give in return.
But too often it seems I'm the one crossing oceans for folks who wouldn't even jump a puddle for me.
I will continue to have hope that there are genuine people out there that are true, but for right now I just haven't found any.
People seem to be just continuous big balls of disappointment. 😩
Just what I'm feeling y'all. I'll continue to pray God sends me a circle of people who are willing to cross oceans for me just as I am for them, but until then I guess I'll have to go it alone. Because To stay in contact with people who don't value me. A lot of people do, but I just can't.
Anyway sorry to bring down y'all mood. Just hurting today. 😔
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