Secret Files PH

"The Dumb"

"The Dumb"

I've let you in because I don't want to keep this love within, but damn this love for giving me so much pain.

I love you so much. I love you more than my ego. I love you so much I don't want to let you go. I will never know until when will I ever love you. I'm tired of still loving you secretly and wiping my tears silently. If pain of loving someone that couldn't love you enough could cause death I'm surely been losing my breath. You said you love me but it's not enough reason for you to be with me. Why can't be me? Why can't be we? You're the pain that I can't afford to let go and still holding on to. You're nothing now but just a past. But why does the pain seem to last. Because baby perpetual love isn't as long as it should right? But hey I will never blame you for all the pain you've caused me.

Loving you is my choice. Loving you still despite the pain and brokenness is my choice. You will always be my first choice. Our story will always be the best though now it's just a memory. Even if we're not together I'd always picked you up during your downfall seasons even if I should not because of a thousand reasons. I love you and I will love you still. I'll stop when my heart stops beating.

Capricorn
Others
Others

I've let you in because I don't want to keep this love within, but damn this love for giving me so much pain.

I love you so much. I love you more than my ego. I love you so much I don't want to let you go. I will never know until when will I ever love you. I'm tired of still loving you secretly and wiping my tears silently. If pain of loving someone that couldn't love you enough could cause death I'm surely been losing my breath. You said you love me but it's not enough reason for you to be with me. Why can't be me? Why can't be we? You're the pain that I can't afford to let go and still holding on to. You're nothing now but just a past. But why does the pain seem to last. Because baby perpetual love isn't as long as it should right? But hey I will never blame you for all the pain you've caused me.

Loving you is my choice. Loving you still despite the pain and brokenness is my choice. You will always be my first choice. Our story will always be the best though now it's just a memory. Even if we're not together I'd always picked you up during your downfall seasons even if I should not because of a thousand reasons. I love you and I will love you still. I'll stop when my heart stops beating.

Capricorn
Others
Others