Let Her Go (girlxgirl) (lesbian story)

Chapter Forty-eight

Sabastienne

I know I said was going to tell her, but I couldn't. It's not because I thought she'd leave me or something, the problem is I knew she wouldn't. She would stay, she would fight for me and as much as I can't help loving her more for that I knew it wouldn't be the right thing to do.

I sat on the bleachers, staring out at nothing. I felt someone sit beside, they too not saying a word. I peeped from the corner of my eyes and saw Nika, leaning back and looking relaxed, she turned to me with a small smile.

"You're not going to do it." She said.

I stared at her, not saying anything.

"It wasn't a question, I know you aren't going to."

"How?"

She chuckled and touch my forehead then touched hers.

"Twin telepathy."

I rolled my eyes. "It's creepy how you do that."

She nudged me. "I'm right aren't I?"

"Yes."

"What are you planning?"

Sighing. "I have no idea."

We sat in silence for a little longer.

"She's cute."

"She fucking adorable and stunning."

"You got it bad." She said laughing. "Wow, one of the Sloan siblings finally found," her face had a look of disgust. "Love. I mean what the hell is that."

"Don't knock it till you try it."

"That's not for me. I know for a fact, relationships creep me out."

It was my turn to laugh.

"I mean could you imagine me with a guy, being someone's girlfriend? That thought is as far fetch as..."

"As what?"

She looked horrified. "As you believing in love."

I snickered and she shoved me.

"Not funny Sabby!" She emphasized Robyn's nick name for me.

"Oi ass, don't call me that."

"What? Is wittle wobbin the only person who gets to call you that?"

"Yes now shut it."

"You're so whipped."

I smiled a little. "I know. I like it."

"Never thought I'd ever hear that from you Sabastienne." She smiled and jumped down the steps.

"Where are you going Nika?"

"I saw a cutie earlier on, I'm going to work that Sloan charm of ours." She winked and strode off.

"Hey." I heard from behind me. I turned and saw Charlotte.

"Hey Cat."

"We need to talk."

"What are we breaking up?" I smiled.

She didn't even smile a little.

"What?" I frowned, my curiosity peeked.

"I like you."

"Um what? I don't understand."

"I really think I do."

I got up and backed up. "Cat I..."

"I know, you're in love with Robyn and she's my friend."

"Yes and don't you have a girlfriend? The one I've never seen or met."