counting change | yoonminseok

018

Yoongi woke up confused.

Hoseok and him had expected Jimin to wake up out of little space but Yoongi didn't expect to wake up in bed alone. Usually his partner would be staring at him as he woke up or clumsily attempting to make breakfast in the kitchen. 

Except he couldn't hear his partner in the kitchen instead he heard the sounds of his television from the living room. 

He remembered what Jungkook had said about being careful when Jimin was out of little space but Jimin was nowhere to be found. Surely his boyfriend was with him in the living room then, right?

So he stretched and slowly got out of bed deciding not to bother to change out of his pajamas. He had work in 30 minutes but he pushed that thought aside.  

Hoseok had fallen asleep against Jimin and the latter continued watching television shows. He could have easily flipped to the early  morning cartoons and let himself slip into little space but he didn't want to do that to delay the inevitable. Hoseok had fallen asleep without asking him any questions about him being a little or how he was freaking out earlier but surely he would when he woke up again.

And what about Yoongi? Hoseok had said he loved Jimin too for being a little but he couldn't feel so sure with that. He seemed more  mature and as if he hated children. Jimin noticed how when he chose to watch Finding Nemo the other day that he had been disinterested the whole time, and being a caregiver for a little required him to have to deal with similar stuff like that.

A caregiver? Jimin couldn't help but frown at his thought of Yoongi being a caregiver for him. Surely he'd want nothing to do with him now, and Hoseok too. 

What were you supposed to do when your sugar daddy broke up with you? Did you have to return all the stuff he had given you? Jimin could feel himself tense thinking of the $2,000 he had received from Yoongi. Would he have to find a way to pay him back?

"Jimin? Hoseok?"

Jimin immediately tensed even further at hearing Yoongi was awake and walking closer to the living room. He wanted to run but that'd just prolong the discussion even further, he just had to get this over with.

He quickly went and shook Hoseok and woke him up from his sleep just as Yoongi walked into the living room. He looked confused at his two boyfriends on the couch Jimin seeming to hide behind a half awake Hoseok who didn't understand what was happening. 

Yoongi frowned seeing that the youngest was more comfortable with Hoseok than himself. When had he become the bad guy to be scared of? He couldn't recall saying anything rude to Jimin, so why was he the one he was cowering from?

"Jimin, sweetie, calm down." Yoongi watched as Hoseok turned around and he couldn't help but tense seeing Jimin was on the verge of having a panic attack. He was struggling to breath and tears seemed to be running down his face. "Everything is okay, just take deep breaths."

He seemed to slowly calm down while Yoongi just stood there frozen. He didn't know what to do, he was the cause of his lover panicking. He had dealt with numerous panic attacks when he was a teenager and he knew how terrible they were. He felt disgusted with himself for being the cause of one and all he wanted to do was help his boyfriend calm down but he was stuck in place watching Hoseok do that task. 

"We're going to just talk about this, okay?" Hoseok said as he Jimin clung to him staring at me. "Yoongi is going to come and sit beside me, okay? There's no need to freak out."

Hoseok glanced at Yoongi and ushered for him to move which he slowly did. He sat down besides Hoseok with Jimin on the other side tense as he looked at the older.