counting change | yoonminseok

031

"Are you sure you shouldn't have woken up Yoongi before we left?"

"Jimin I wasn't going to be the one waking him up, it'd be you." Hoseok said laughing as he drove his red sports car. Jimin had expected them to take the car he was used to Yoongi driving, or just take the subway, but it ended up that Hoseok had a car of his own. He hadn't been driving it recently due to the tank being on empty but Yoongi had refilled it the other day. "I didn't want to disrupt your daddy with his beauty sleep but you could have gave him some big boy kisses to wake him up."

Jimin shut up immediately after that looking away from Hoseok to just look out the window. He wasn't getting annoyed with his boyfriend he just didn't know how to respond when he was getting so flustered about it.

"How many people are in your class?"

"Just five including me." Hoseok said as he turned parking the car in front of a studio. "It's a relatively advanced class though so that's to be expected. We all have keys to the studio though since we help teach new dancers and we're allowed to come practice whenever. Some people in my class do recitals and competitions but I mainly just come to practice my dancing."

Jimin got out of the car gulping as he looked at the studio. He hadn't thought about how Hoseok could be exceptional at dancing and he really was regretting coming with him. He hadn't danced since high school so he didn't feel very good with his ability, did Hoseok already have high expectations for him?

The younger hadn't really thought about how skilled Hoseok could be with dancing and now he was stuck going to an advanced dancing class with him. What would happen if he disappointed his boyfriend? Or if he ended up making a fool of himself in front of the other dancers?

"Jimin?" The older said as he looked back at his boyfriend. "What's wrong?"

"I'm not as good at dancing to be even near an advanced class. I don't want to disappoint you but I haven't done any dancing since high school and even then I wasn't that good-"

"I don't have set expectations that I want you to meet, sweetie.  If you like dancing that's all that matters. You don't have to dance in my class at all I just wanted to show you what the studio was like."

Jimin simply nodded in response and Hoseok grabbed his hand and they walked into the studio. It was a fairly nice place and Jimin couldn't help but wonder how expensive it was to attend classes here. He didn't have to worry since he had a sugar daddy now but the thought that he could never afford to come here before he got together with Yoongi was a bit sad.

"I'm going to go change into some sweats, okay?" Hoseok said as he let go of his boyfriends arm and looked at the younger. "The room that my class practices in is right there you can either hang out in the waiting room or I'll meet you in there, okay?"

"Okay." Jimin responded trying not to act too scared. As much as he didn't want to go into the practice room without Hoseok he didn't want his boyfriend thinking he couldn't be independent. "I'll just wait in the practice room."

Hoseok nodded and left with his bag leaving Jimin stuck in the hallway staring at the door. The younger really was beginning to feel nervous and wanting to slip into little space but he shook his head knowing he couldn't do that here. Jimin was fine being independent before meeting his boyfriends but now that he had them he had gotten used to feeling dependent on them and he was struggling to act by himself.

It didn't help that he had been in little space more than usual so he felt the need to slip into little space now.

"Okay Jimin, you got this." He muttered to himself trying to stay calm. "It's just complete strangers nothing too bad."

He quickly went opening the door and freezing as he looked up to see five people already in there. They all seemed to stop and stare at Jimin who just continued to look at them without saying a word. He hadn't really thought of all the students and the teacher already being in the room when he entered, after all Hoseok had even left the apartment early so he could get to class early.

"Hi my name's Taemin!" A man said as he walked up to Jimin who still was trying his best not to look petrified. "Are you looking for a different room? I can help you find it if you're lost."

"N-no." Jimin said as he mentally cursed himself for stuttering. "I'm with Hoseok today because I told him I wanted to get back into dance-"

"You do dance?" A girl said as she walked up towards Jimin making him feel even more self conscious with how confident she was. "Show us!"

"I'm not really dressed to-"

"You're wearing sweats, it's fine! We've been practicing for a while so it'll be nice to watch someone else dance for a change."

"I don't even know a routine-"

"Just freestyle!" She said a smile on her face as she ushered Jimin to the center of the room and went on a phone shuffling through her music. "You got this, Hoseok's friend!"

Jimin physically felt like he was going to be sick. He looked at mirror covering the entire wall seeing that everyone seemed to have their eyes on him and he couldn't help but stare at himself frowning. He didn't want people looking at how ugly and fat he was he just wanted to disappear and never have to worry about constantly worrying how he never was good enough.

So as the music started up he simply closed his eyes so he wouldn't have to see himself and starting to dance. 

I haven't been on Wattpad for the past couple of days, sorry. I'll try to get back to daily updates and write some chapters today though~