counting change | yoonminseok

090

It was around 6am when Bon Hwa had woken up while Jimin had just laid beside him the entire night. He so desperately wanted to fall asleep but the pain in breathing was just too much and kept him awake. At one point during the night he had tried to reach for the motel phone but Bon Hwa had just grabbed onto his waist causing the pink hair boy to struggle to muffle his cries.

He debated just waking him up so Bon Hwa would get angry and hurt him. He wanted to be knocked out so he'd stop being in pain, everything just hurt too much.

He was left to just think and that was beginning to scare him. He didn't want to leave the country, he didn't want to be stuck with Bon Hwa the rest of his life, he didn't want to have to the older force himself onto him, and he didn't want to leave his friends.

Was it really so wrong to wish for something? Jimin felt like everything was against for him. He couldn't even have his basic rights as a human.

Maybe his parents were right, he was a disappointment. But the only reason they had said that was cause he had told them he was a little, and he didn't even feel the need to slip into little space right now. The thought of it scared him and his mind just seemed to push little space as far away from him as possible.

The last time he was in little space he was raped so he assumed his mind had pushed it away in hopes to not have those events happen again but what was he to do when they did? It was inevitable if he was going to be stuck with Bon Hwa.

What would Bon Hwa do if he realized Jimin couldn't even slip into little space? That's what he had fallen in an obsession with, he loved the power he had in a CGL relationship. Sure Jimin could keep pretending to be in little space but he couldn't help but wonder what the older's reaction would be. Would he kill him?

Jimin couldn't decide if death really was the worst option he had available in his situation.

"That's everything!" Bon Hwa said as he came back in the room and Jimin rolled his head to look at his captor. "Time to get you in your suitcase."

"C-can you wait until we reach the airport?" The pink haired boy said as he looked at the suitcase and he began to breathe harder imagining being stuck in such a confined space. This of course didn't help his lungs which already hurt and he could feel his eyes starting to water from the pain. "I don't want to be stuck in the suitcase, pwease master-"

"No. You already hurt me once, you don't get to ask to do things now." Bon Hwa said sternly as he brought his hands up to move his hair. Jimin glanced at his neck knowing that the older was wearing a turtleneck to cover the bandages he had put around the wound Jimin gave him. "You don't get a choice."

"P-please don't, I can't stay in a suitcase for that long."

Bon Hwa simply rolled his eyes as he opened the suitcase showing that there was a roll of duct tape inside of it. Jimin screamed as the older got on top of him and slapped him and hurried covering the duct tape over his mouth.

"You're going to be a good boy and be quiet, okay Jiminie?" Bon Hwa said as he turned the younger over wrapping tape around his wrists. "There's small holes in the suitcase fabric so you should be able to breath just don't squirm or you'll hurt yourself even further."

Jimin couldn't help but scream as he was thrown into the suitcase, hitting his already bruised side. The duct tape muffled it pretty well and the boy just looked up with wide eyes at the man.

"The next time I'll see you we'll be in America ready to start our new lives."

Jimin tried to push himself up but simply cried further as the man smirked and zipped up the suitcase.

Sorry I haven't been able to update recently, it was actually homecoming week at my school!! I had lots of work to do since I'm co-captain of my school's dance team and we had two dances to perform on Friday and I helped out with the homecoming ceremony giving the candidates stuff. I still have to deal with college stuff and my other clubs but I should be less busy now so I can do daily updates again~