35 | hosi&butterfly

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warning: violent scene in this chapter.

Now he's close, too close to me. His hand takes mine, stroking the back, my mind goes haywire.

I look at him trying to figure out what he wanted to do. We are no longer as intimate as we used to be, his sudden approach surprises me.

《What were you fighting about? Boys?》

《No, Hwasa is lesbian.》

He nods with a "mmh".

《Remember, my little butterfly?》

He asks with a shy smile.

My eyes open wide as soon as he pronounces that nickname, then a smile forms on my lips.

《I remember.》 his lips curl into a smile, which is shaped like a heart.

I nod laughing.《It's been a long time since you called me that.》

《Yes, for too long.》

He gave me that nickname when we were little, because I always tried to catch butterflies. But when I discovered that the wings are damaged when I touch them, I stopped. But the name Hoseok gave me remained.

Silent falls between us as our laughter ceases. He squeezes my hand, and looks at me intently, smiling. My breath stops.

I feel hot flushes investing my body. I swallow. Lack of sex make me sensitive to all kinds of physical contact with the opposite sex. It's hard to control.

I try to dampen the tension.

《You know, ironically among all my current friends, you are the one closest to me at the moment.》

Funny how sad. Hwasa doesn't want to let me speak, same as Taehyung.

His eyes widen in shook.
《Uuh, that's bad. Considering our friendship.》

《Yeah.》 I say laughing.

《But you know, it's nice that we can still talk like this, despite everything that happened between us.》I say smiling slightly.

《You allowed it to happen.》

《And you let me make it happen.》 I snap back.

We are talking about the past, when Yoongi and I were at the beginning of our relationship, before the Maknaes. A past that will remain buried (until the day when I publish the book with the Hyung line story, lol).

《Even if our friendship will not be the same. I care about you, Hosi.》

Hosi is the nickname I had given him as a child, cuz I couldn't pronounce his name properly. He smiles as soon as I call him that.

《Me too. I will always protect you.》

《No need, I have Yoon.》

《That's why I have to.》

《What do you mean?》I arch confused an eyebrow.

《I think you made a mistake, by getting back with him.》

My arms fall off. Does he think so too? But aren't they friends? How can he say such a thing about his own friend.

《Why?》

I'm actually tired of hearing these reasons from people who are against my choices. I don't even know why I asked, but it came out.

《You trust us, us boys too easily, Chaerin.》

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