My Secret Marriage

chapter 85

Sadhvi's pov:

I woke up after god knows how much time I slept......

I groggily got out of the bed rubbing my eyes.

I directly went to washroom and spilled some water on my face.
And then I grabbed my mobile to check the time not before switching on the lights......

All the house is so dark like there is a powercut. Siddarth didn't come yet.

'why do you care? You decided to ignore him right?' my subconscious mocked me.

'yeah but...'i couldn't form a sentence of how I am feeling.....

But I brushed it off

'sadhvi....you should be determined to give your husband the cold shoulders.....you can do it' I muttered slowly.

It was already 9.
Oh god why did I slept for such a long time.....
Now I should prepare myself to ignore him.....anyways I think I will be up until late night today.

I grumpily laid on the sofa.

I saw there was a message from Varun.

I opened it.
"Hey girl.... wassup?"

This boy....we just talked in the evening.
Is he bored or what?

"Nothing.....I just woke up." I sent.

I kept the mobile on coffee table Infront and switch on the television.

I took the remote and searched for something interesting......

All that was coming was some old movies and daily soaps....

It's not like I don't watch daily soaps...I used to watch them but then I got bored because they lost their plot as the time goes on.
Sigh....

Just then I heard a notification sound.

"Did you become a sleepy pig finally 🐷"
This is what he send....
Like seriously......
I am a sleepy pig?

Gosh Sadhvi why are you questioning yourself,it looks like you beloved his words..

The nerve of this guy!

I don't know what I should reply so I just sent few emojis.
"😡🤨😏"

With in a minute a reply came.

"Sorry sweety.....I just teased you.
Don't be angry with your friend alright?"

"Haha....I just want to see your face right now😝" I sent him the text.

"Did you just tease me?
Gosh Sadhvi you are improving day by day and I am proud of my preachings😌" he replied.

He is such a kid......
It is really fun to have him as a friend.

He is decent.....he cares about his people and also he makes others laugh.

Even though it may not look like some great qualities.....they make me happy.

He made me trust him in really few days.....
I mean it took nearly 5-6 months to talk like really freely....teasing and all with akki and Swapna.

"Don't be like a snob...ok?" I messaged him.

I waited for his reply but it didn't came.

What happened....may be he is doing another work....I said to myself before closing the mobile.

But after nearly 5 minutes I heard a  ping.

I quickly grabbed my mobile and opened the message.

"Did you just called me a snob:-("

I bit my lips not knowing what to reply......
Is me mad at me?

"Don't ask the obvious Sadhvi?" My mind mocked me.

I think I offended him......gosh what should I do now?

I will try my luck....yeah do that I cheered myself as I don't want to cut our friendship with him.

"Sorry Varun....I didn't mean to say that. Please forgive me😢"I sent it to him.

I kept praying that he will accept my apology.....
He replied.....it read
"Now I wanna see your face....hahaha
How you like that?"

I fumed as soon as I saw that.

Did he just pranked me?

Here I am worrying so much and there he was laughing......

I really didn't liked it.

But then I don't want to offend him in real.

"Ok Varun.....I got some work..chat with  you later." I said and went to offline.

' Am I overreacting?' I asked myself....

I think I did......

How would he know that I am so insecure like this.

Will he despise me if he comes to know?

'Just don't think about it already....' I whispered to myself.

I went to kitchen and grabbed a bottle from the refrigerator....

I drank few gulps of water and took my mobile. It was already 10.

I scrolled my Instagram carelessly....
Just then I saw a video in the reels.
It is about sidnaaz......
Wow....I am really a huge fan of them.

I quickly grabbed my TV remote and opened VOOT app on that and started watching my favourite episodes.....
I may look like maniac to rewatch biggboss but trust me it is so good.

More like I fangirled Siddarth Shukla from my childhood......

I started watching the episodes that I did not look at the watch....I was binge watching them.

In the episode where there was a photoshoot.....he was looking so good in his White shirt and pants....

"Wow........how can he look so hot?
Gosh look at that biceps....they are protruding from the shirt....." I said aloud.

"Gosh...I love him so much....." I again said.

Just then I heard a throat clearing sound.

I was startled......who was that?
I certainly locked the door.

I slowly turned my head to see Siddarth.....

I again saw Siddarth Shukla and then Siddarth not knowing what to say?

Did he heard me drooling over Siddarth Shukla?

Thankgod I didn't take Siddarth's name .....it would have created a great confusion as well as embarrassment.

I gulped and resumed watching TV not paying heed to Siddarth.

'See guys....how determined I am.'

But now I just kept my mouth shut and saw TV.

Wait....what is the time now? Did he came early today....
I checked my mobile....it was already 12.

He came even late today.

I sighed and switched of the TV as I know he will be in washroom now.
So I ran into the bedroom and slept covering myself with a quilt.

I closed my eyes and tried to act as I am sleeping.....

A few minutes later I heard the creak sound of a Door.
I know Siddarth is out now.....
I can sense his movements in the room but I just kept my eyes closed.

Later he laid beside me....
I heard a sigh.....

And then it was all silent except the breathing sounds.

'i did a good job' I praise myself....
I don't know when I  fell asleep.

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Hey guys.....
I am a huge sidnaaz fan and no offense to Asim fans out there...

Hope you take it positively.
Anyways liked the chapter?