My Secret Marriage

chapter 106

Sadhvi's pov :

After taking me out from there we both are now in car......

I know we are going home.

I was just sitting and sobbing silently.
On one side I am feeling extremely happy that Siddarth accepted that he is my husband in front of all.

But on the other side I am hurt that I have listened to all those shit.I know I shouldn't care but I am vulnerable right now.

Honestly I am crying more of happiness. I can now say proudly that I am his wife. I don't need to sneakily enter the college feeling tensed that what will happen if anyone sees.

I looked at him only to see his gritting teeth.

'Is he angry at me???' I thought.
I mean he is so angry......may be he doesn't want to disclose the matter but he did it anyhow having no other choice.

This thing only brought tears to my eyes.

'Gosh!!! Sadhvi please stop being a crybaby." My subconscious mocked me.

But I am not doing it intentionally........they are flowing uncontrollably like a river.

After god knows how much time we finally reached home.

I rubbed my tears hastily as I don't want others to see me like this.
Very soon we are in the living room.......I just want to sleep right now.

So I walked towards bedroom. But even Siddarth followed me into the room.

I didn't pay much attention and laid on the bed.

I know he is watching me......so I tried my best to not think about all that happened today.

Blame my mind because I keep on getting glimpses of it.

'What will my parents say if they came to know about it???' this thing is haunting me.

I now know that the people in college will be talking about this to no end.

Few may even call me gold digger. But I don't care about them.

My parents......this is what I am caring about.

They are very orthodox.
They never supports a girl to talk with a boy...
I know we are married but I don't think they will not be angry at me.

If they see that pictures there will be really a mess.

They are our intimate pictures......if they see them my mom will beat me to death.
Dad will look at me like I am filth.

They don't support this professing love openly thing.
' Siddarth don't even love you' my subconscious said.

I nearly chocked on my tears when I got this thought.
I tried to take deep breath......
But suddenly with a jerk I was made to stand.

My breath hitched as it was not at all expected.

I opened my eyes to see Siddarth who was glaring at me.

Oh....how did I forgot he is angry with me.

"Will you stop CRYING??" He asked me firmly.

But wait!!!! Why did it sound more like an order???.

I rubbed my cheeks immediately. But still tears are coming out.....not like before but....

He sighed and took his hand kerchief and carefully removed all the traces of tears.

A small smile adorned on my lips.
"I hope you will not cry again.Understood??" He said with seriousness laced in his voice.

"I am sorry." I said.
He frowned and asked
"Why??"

He and his questions...I think he seriously need to learn how to talk.
He always speak with monosyllables.
Few may think he has some difficulty with speaking.

Sigh.....

"I know you didn't wanted to disclose about our marriage. I am sorry it was all because of me." I said hoping that he will not be mad at me.

His glare intensified.
And suddenly he pulled me more towards me.

I was shocked as I am not anticipating it.
I thought he would be mad or even shout on me.

I looked at him confused. What is he doing??

"What the hell are you saying???" He raised his voice.

I shuddered in fear.......I have never seen him like this. Like he is looking so evil right now.

"I...I..am so...sorry?" I thought to say sorry but it came out as a question.

His hold tightened on me.

I gulped in fear as I don't know what to do to reduce his anger on me.

" Stop saying that you are bloody sorry!!!" He shouted.

I am now afraid......I tried to push him a bit as I am finding this situation so overwhelming and that I couldn't handle it.

As soon as I tried to push him he growled.

'I....I think I just pressed on a wrong nerve!!!!!'
Because now he is looking at me like I am his prey and him my predator.

I just stayed in his arms as he pressed more to myself.

My breath hitched at our proximity.........there was not even an inch in between us.

"Sidd.... Siddarth....." I called out as I am finding this situation odd.

He was angry with me just now but now I am here in his arms......

I couldn't help but think about hugging him tightly right now.

"What did you just say??? I am not okay with today's scenario?" He asked me.

Not able to find the right words I nodded head lightly.

" Why the fuck are you thinking that??" He whispered yelled at me.

"I....you...you said that we will keep it secret." I said hesitantly.

He gritted his teeth and said
"I think I have discussed that with you and you gave your permission."

I nodded.

"But....we didn't discussed when we will say all." I said.

"Even though......how can you say that?
Did you think that I will not admit it when all are saying such hurtful things to them??
Did you think so low of me??" He said.
He looks so disappointed in me. He just left me taking a step back.

I am startled.....what is he thinking???

I grabbed his sleeve urgently with the need of explaining the whole thing grew in me.

"Don't misunderstand me Siddarth....." I said meekly.

He just paused......and then turned towards me as if waiting for me to speak up.

"Ummm.....I was worried that you are not comfortable doing that.
I wouldn't have blamed you even if you didn't disclosed it today because I trust you Siddarth.
I trust you more than myself." I spoke my heart out.

"How can I just stand and watch when the people are humiliating my wife....calling her name's just because she is being with him.
I cannot bear it baby....." He said.

I can see the emotions....his worry about me.

Suddenly I felt that all is well.

"I love you." It slipped out of my mouth involuntarily........

My eyes widened in realization only after saying it.

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