Sunday
"Hello." I greeted Marcel when I stepped into the kitchen. "Hey." he said and I took a seat next to him. I took his toast and he rolled his eyes. "Help yourself though you don't deserve it." he said and I put it down. "Why don't I deserve it?" I asked and he put his toast on the plate too. "What was that supposed to mean? That fuck buddy." he said and I smiled. Yeah, I remember it and I'm proud of it. "Why? It's my business." I said and he shook his head. "No, it's not. Emma you hurt him. You hurt Marco!" he said and I faked a giggle.
"Really? Still I'm sure that he hurt me more than I hurt him." I said and he sighed. "Don't use Erik." he said and I smiled. "I'm not using him. I'm moving on and that's different." I said and stood up. "You know what? Tell Marco that I'm saying hi. Also tell him that if he has never hurt me, we would be still together." I said and he looked on the table. "Shame he's already hurt me!" I said and went to my room.
I sent Erik a message if we can meet and he replied by 'I have to practice. I'll call you when I'm in front of your flat at around 1 :)'. So I've already got a program for today. I have to apologize to Erik for pushing him into something he doesn't want yesterday. I jumped on my bed with my textbooks and learnt. Did I say the right words to Marco yesterday? Did I do the right thing? I always do something before thinking about it. No. I'm not gonna regret a single thing I've already done. No.
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"Hello." I answered the phone. "Hey. I'm about 10 minutes away from your flat." Erik said and I smiled. "Okay. Where are we gonna go?" I asked. "You will see." he said and I chuckled. "No. I need to know what I should wear." I told him. "Put on something warm." he said and hung up. Wow. Thank you. Without this advice, I would probably put on a summer dress. I put on white knitted sweater, light blue jeans, floral boots and a black coat.
"Whoa. Where are you going?" Marcel asked and I looked at him. He's typing something into his phone. "Who are you writing to?" I asked. "I asked first." he said and I rolled my eyes. "Going out. Now your turn." I said and he looked at me. "Who do you think?" he asked and I already know the answer. Marco. Who else. "I don't know when I'll come back." I said and he sighed. "Emma you're behaving like a teenager." he said and I sent him a death glare. "I'm not 60 years old so don't expect me to act like it." I said and left.
"Hello!" I exclaimed when I saw Erik. "Why so excited?" he asked and I shrugged. "I wanna get out of here." I said and he smiled. "Get in." he said and I got in his car. "It's so comfortable." I said and he giggled while I was rubbing the material of this seat. "What kind of car do you have?" he asked while keeping his gaze on the road. "White Audi Q3." I said and he giggled. "Not comfortable at all." he said ironically and I laughed. "Where are we going?" I asked and he looked at me for a second. "A nice walk." he said and I smiled. Never ever Marco offered to go out. We were at home or..or at home.
"It's not that warm out here." I said after a while of walking. We're walking through Dortmund's streets and it feels nice being away. "Here." Erik said and stopped walking. He hid my little hands in his big ones and heat it up through the hole. While he was breathing the warm air on my hands, he kept looking straight into my eyes. He took off his black gloves and gave it to me. "No. You're gonna be cold." I said and he opened my palm so he could place the pair of gloves in it. "Put it on." he said and I smiled. "Thank you." I said and put it on. It's already warm. It's heated up by Erik's warm hands. I don't know why, but I feel better around him. I feel good, comfortable and..and myself. "It's a nice city." I said and he smiled. "Yeah. Almost like home." he said and I chuckled. Erik pointed on something behind me and so I turned around. "Wait here." he said and stepped into the shop.
"Yeah mom. How's the weather in Berlin?" I asked mom through the phone. Erik's been in the shop for about 5 minutes and so I'm talking to my mom. "Chilly. In Dortmund?" she asked and my teeth started shaking from the coldness. "Coldly cold." I said and she giggled. "Emma I hope you have your gloves on." she said and I smiled. "I do." I said and looked in the shop's direction. "Say hi to dad please. I love you mom." I said and hung up after I had seen Erik walking in my direction. "What took you so long?" I asked and he held up a small yellow package. "What is it?" I asked and he shrugged. "I don't know." he said and I laughed. "Tell me." I pouted and he held up his finger. "Close your eyes." he said and I blushed. I closed my eyes and felt something touching my lips. "Open." Erik said and so I opened my mouth. I started chewing and smiled immediately when I realized what it is. "It's a jelly bean!" I exclaimed happily and he giggled. "Yes. Jelly beans." he said and I smiled. How sweet.
"Thank you for amazing walk and for beans as well." I said and he nodded. Oh. Gloves. I took it off and put it on his lap. "Thanks." I said and he smiled. Okay. This is the moment. "Erik, look, I'm so sorry for the way I behaved yesterday. I truly am really sorry." I said and he smiled sadly. "See? I told you that you wouldn't ask me to touch you when you're sober." he mumbled while keeping his gaze down and I shook my head. "I can remember everything so I wasn't that drunk." I said and he looked at me. "Can you?" he asked and I nodded. "I won't ask you to touch me...or whatever again. Sorry." I said and he brushed his thumb on my chin. "I would like to touch you." he said. Shit. What if Marco is upstairs? What if he can see Erik's car? No Emma. Don't give a shit!
"Touch me then." I said and he smiled sadly. He shook his head and I nodded. "I should go then." I said and he nodded. "Go and warm up." he said and I giggled. "I will. Thanks again." I said and he nodded. "I'll text you later." he said and I nodded. "I will wait." I smirked and he shook his head while laughing. "Bye jelly bean!" I said and waved him.
I was walking towards restrooms with Erik behind me. I opened the door and made sure to lock it after Erik had stepped in. I turned around to bump into confused Erik. I placed my hands on his chest and smirked. "So you can't touch me, huh?" I asked and felt his breath's gone heavier. "Don't do this to me." he mumbled and I pushed him against the wall. "Do what?" I asked and looked up to see into his eyes. His eyes landed on my cleavage, lips and finally eyes. "Em." he breathed out and I shook my head. "Don't give a shit about Marco. I want you! You!" I said and kissed his chest. "If he can hurt me, then I can hurt him too." I said and my fingers travelled up and down his chest. "Touch me." I said and saw that it's on a good way. "Touch. Me." I repeated and he replaced our bodies. Now I was the one pressed against the wall. "Why?" he asked a centimeter away from my face. "He's my teammate." he said and I shrugged. "Who's more - me or Marco?" I asked and he kissed the corner of my lips. "You." he breathed and I smiled. "Good boy." I said and bit his lip. How amazing he feels. He moaned when my teeth took his lips into me. "Feels good?" I asked and he nodded. He pressed his body against mine harder and this time I felt his bulge against me. "My turn." he said and bit my earlobe. Bit my neck. And finally my lips. "I don't want to do it here." Erik mumbled against my mouth and I nodded. "Let's go away." I said and he smirked. "We will hurt him together. We will cause him pain. But to top it all, you will enjoy our little session minute by minute." he whispered in my ear and I moaned.
I woke up and my heart was racing like I've just ran a marathon. Why the hell did I have a dream like this? And I was so...so intimate with Erik? He was supposed to be my friend...or something more just to distract me from Marco. Nothing else.
No Marco this chapter :( Thanks for your comments and votes! :)
Get ready for Wednesday people! It will be sooooo big chapter! A big step!
