Thursday
"Em?" Marcel asked when he stepped into my room. I lifted my head up from the textbook and looked at him. "Aren't you hungry?" he asked and I stood up. "Yeah." I said and we went to the kitchen together. We were eating when the door-bell rang. "Jesus." I said annoyed and was about to stand up when Marcel made me sit down. "Don't bother. You haven't eaten properly for some time so eat." he said and I chuckled lightly.
"Em?" Marcel called and I went to the living room. What the hell? I stood there with my mouth wide open. "Who brought it?" I asked while looking at the bouquet. "A guy from the florist." he said and I took the bouquet in my hands. "I'm gonna throw it away." I said and Marcel stopped me. "Are you sure?" he asked and I nodded. "I told him off yesterday and he sends me flowers the next day?!" I yelled while looking at the stupid bouquet. "Hell no!" I said and took it to the kitchen. "I don't want anything from him." I said and Marcel took the bouquet from my hands. "I will throw it away outside." he said and I raised my eyebrows. "Will you?" I asked and he nodded. "Yes, I will. If you don't believe anybody now, then believe me at least." he said and I sighed. "Okay. Sorry." I said and he nodded.
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"Come in." Erik said after he had opened the door. He has left right after opening it. "Where are you?" I called and took of my shoes. "In the bathroom. Just a minute." he said and I bit my lip. What is he doing in the bathroom? I went there and opened the door lightly. "Hello." I smiled when I saw him having a shave. He looked at me confused and giggled. "What if I am naked having a shower right now?" he asked and I shrugged.
"I don't know. But I think that you wouldn't have opened the door earlier." I said and he smiled. He washed his face and put everything in the cabinet under the sink. "Let's go." he said and switched the light off. I followed him into the living room and sat down next to him. "How are you?" he asked and I shrugged. "Can't explain the way I feel." I said and he looked at me. "And you?" I asked and he shrugged. "Can't explain." he said and I giggled.
"How was school?" he asked. "I got A from my test." I said proudly and he smiled. "You deserve a gift for being clever." he said and went to the kitchen. He came back with a little package and I furrowed my eyebrows. "What's that?" I asked and he shrugged. "Open it." he said and gave it to me. He sat down on the sofa so he was facing me. I opened it and chuckled.
"Thank youuu." I said and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me tighter than any other time. "I thought about something that would make you happy when I saw the Marco theme on TV. I figured out that beans are the best way to make you feel good." he said while still hugging me. I pulled away and took 2 beans in my hand. "Open your mouth sir." I said and he chuckled. "I mean it!" I said and he opened his mouth. I put a yellow bean into his mouth following by a pink one. "Good." he said and I ate some myself. I turned around so my legs weren't on the floor anymore, but I faced Erik.
I put the package beside me and rubbed away the rest of the shave gel. I was about to put my hand away when Erik took his hand in mine. "Your hand is so tiny against mine." Erik giggled while looking down on our hands. I blushed and bit my lip. "You're just touching me." I said and he let go of my hand. Shit. "I didn't want you to let go of me." I mumbled and he looked up. "I shouldn't do this." he said and I shook my head. "I shouldn't have dated him." I said and he looked at me.
I was looking into his eyes and realized that he would be able to kiss me now. Or do something more. But I just can't do it right now. "Let's watch the TV." I said and he nodded. "S-sure." he said and switched it on. 'So the life of controversial Marco Reus must be really fun. It was confirmed that he took the lady into his flat the previous night. We would like to know what they were doing. But Marco, have you realized that you're not a Hollywood start, but a football player?' the presenter said and I took a deep breath.
"Why do they keep talking about it?!" I asked and looked at Erik. "It is obvious that he slept with her. Can't they just let it go?" I asked and he smiled sadly. "It's something they do for living. They won't let him be for some time." Erik said and I shrugged. This is his mess and I don't need to be included. I am about to cause my own mess. I leaned closer to Erik and focused on his eyes. I licked my lips and leaned closer. Erik didn't pull away. He was sitting there looking straight into my eyes. "You're affected by the news." he said and I shook my head. Okay, he doesn't want it. I sighed and kissed his cheek. I stood up and looked at him. I'm not affected by the news. He was fucking a slut while telling me that he loves me. There's nothing that can affect my cold heart now. "I will go home." I said and went to the hall to put on my shoes. Erik leaned back on the door frame while watching me. "Goodbye Erik." I said and closed the door behind me. Okay, I admit being affected by the news when I replay it in my head.
The 50th chapteeeeeeeer! I wanna thank you so much for your comments and votes! I love you!
What about posting another chapter today? :-)
