I hang up the phone and crawl into myself, trying to drown my feelings...trying to drown myself...
Stephan...It's been a year...It's been...a lot of time... I look at his bed, his lying there...with all those tubs and machines surrounding him...Am I making you suffer? Am I making this longer than it needs to be?... It's been so long...since I heard your voice for the last time...I...I can't take this anymore... I've been trying...
I stand up and sit next to him in his bed. I look at his closed eyes...I hear his weak breathing...
Becky: I'm tired...-I take a deep breath.- I don't know If I can keep doing this anymore but I can't help it...I want to be on your side...but... I... love you...-My voice breaks, I'm starting to cry again.-How can you do this to me? Why did you have to come, you silly psycho!!! Why did you have to do this, why did you leave me alone...I wish I was the one...I love you Stephan...Do you hear me? I love... you... Please...come back. Please, Stephan...Please...wake up...
I start sobbing uncontrollably...Please Stephan... Do you hear my voice?
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The next day I woke up on top of him. I must have fallen asleep while crying. I panic and check that all the tubes and machines are still where they need to be...Stephan...
Becky: I want you to come back...I love you... I need you to come back...I love you....Do you hear me? -As always...I try to wake him up with my useless attempts... I should get the nurse to see If he needs anything.- I'm going to be right back.
I stand up and leave the room, next to it, there's a coffee machine where I make myself an espresso. After waiting for the cup to be filled I start walking towards the reception when I hear a loud electronic bip coming from Stephan's room. From afar I see how the nurses quickly stand up from reception. My heart stops beating and I can't breathe.
I storm inside the room as quickly as I can and there...
I see him. And...
He sees me...
I slowly approach the bed while the nurses storm inside the room and check on him.
Nuse: It seems like the finger pulse was removed...Quick, we need to remove his breathing tube.- Three nurses cover him and I can't even look at what's going on...He was awake...wasn't he?
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Last chance〜Spy X Family
FanfictionBeing in the last year of Hight School in the Eden School, Damian realizes it's he's last chance to get close to Anya before graduation and growing apart. Regarding his status and personality, will be able to be true to his feelings and fight for th...