Saving the Broken (Connor x Deviant!Reader)

Chapter 124

You and Connor got home and you both headed upstairs to change so you could go to bed. You were very tired and you could tell that Connor wanted to rest as well. You both changed and then you climbed into bed. 

Connor laid down next to you, but you saw that he looked kind of lost in thought. He also looked a little nervous and unsure. You frowned, wondering what was going on with him.

"Con? You okay honey?" He looked at you.

"Um, yes, I was just thinking about something." He replied.

"What's that?" You asked. 

"W-well...I-I was wondering if...m-maybe it would be okay if I could hold you while you...laid on top of me?" He asked, blushing a lot. You were a little surprised, but you smiled softly at him with a light giggle leaving your lips.

"That's what you were so nervous about?" You asked. He blushed a bit more. You giggled again.

"Come here, Con." You said, slipping on top of him. His arms wrapped around your body, holding you close as you rested your head against his chest. You closed your eyes with a content sigh and you cuddled with him. Connor was now holding you close to him, gently stroking your hair as you laid there peacefully. There was an extra blanket on the bed now since you had been a little chilly the other night.

"(Y/n)," You opened your eyes and gave him a smile.

"Hm?" You hummed in response.

"I like this." He said, blushing. You smiled.

"Like what, Connor?" You asked with a tiny bit of tease.

"I like holding you like this. It's...nice." He said. You sighed happily.

"Yeah." You agreed.

"(Y/n)?"

"Yes, Connor?" You asked with a tiny smirk.

"You look really...cute...like this." He said shyly. You blushed. You smiled.

"Thanks, lovebug." You said. You cuddled up to him and closed your eyes.

"Lovebug?" He asked with a grin. You shrugged.

"I dunno. It is okay?" You asked. He chuckled.

"I like it." He replied. You smiled and closed your eyes again. You both kept laying there, but you heard Connor sigh. You opened your eyes again and looked at him. He looked kind of sad.

"Connor? What's wrong?" You asked. He paused, saying nothing for a minute.

"I missed you." He said suddenly. You frowned.

"What?" You asked.

"I missed you...so much." He said, avoiding your gaze. "I-I know it's been awhile, but I can't stop thinking about it. I-I just...I wish I could've done something. I-I could've lost you forever. (Y-Y/n) I....I can't live without you. I-I can't handle that." He said, tears forming in his eyes.

"Oh, Connor." You hugged him around his neck, holding onto him tightly. He held you a little tighter. "I'm sorry. I never meant to leave you for so long." You said. He kissed the top of your head.

"You're alive and you're with me now. As much as it scares me and it hurts me to remember, you're right on one thing. It's all in the past. I'm just so happy you're still here and I never want you to forget that." He said. You smiled.

"Thank you, Connor. So am I." You replied. You continued resting there with him. You felt very relaxed. You both stayed like that for a long time, until you felt him kiss your cheek. You opened your eyes and smiled. He had pure love in his eyes. You giggled.

"You're perfect." He said. You smiled.

"I thought you were the perfect one." You teased. He chuckled. He kissed you and you gladly kissed back. It was slow and sweet but full of passion and love. You felt your heart beating strong against your chest. You smiled a little into the kiss. Connor pulled you closer to him with one arm and he gently gripped your hair with his other hand. You felt his tongue glide across your bottom lip. You felt your heart beat a little bit faster. You let him in and he held you tighter. Your arms slowly grew tighter around his neck, but you were careful not to hold him too tightly. You let out a soft moan into the kiss. Your tongues tangled together as you kissed. 

Connor moved so he was level with you and you didn't have to strain your neck upward to kiss him. Your legs wrapped around his waist a little, pulling you even closer to him. You moved a little, straddling him slightly. He let out a low groan and you smirked a little into the kiss. You pushed your lips against his own just a tad harder. You were both lost in each other. Nothing else mattered. He let out a soft moan into the kiss as well. You were both lost in your own world for the longest time. Nothing else mattered. It was just you and him. 

Soon, you needed air. You both broke apart, panting slightly. You sighed happily.

"(Y/n), I'm glad I met you." Connor said, looking into your eyes with a genuine smile. You rested your head on his chest again.

"I'm glad I met you too Connor." You said.

"I would've never been free if it wasn't for you. Thank you." He said, lifting your chin with his finger so he could kiss your cheek. You smiled.

"Well, I would've never been complete without you, so thank you for that too, Connor." You kissed his cheek in return. "I love you."

"I love you too, my precious, beautiful, little angel."