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Chapter 20: Happiness

Cameron's POV

I can't remember the last time I felt genuinely happy.

I woke up to find my body tangled in Nash's. My head was against his chest. I looked up to see him looking down at me. Oh and did I mention that we're both naked. Yeah, between the screaming and the crying we had sex somewhere in the middle. "Morning babe." he said while leaning down and placing a soft kiss on my lips. Why does he keep calling me that?

"Because, now I can." he said. Wait, did I say that last part out loud? Dammit Cameron. Nash chuckled. "Unless.. you don't want me calling you that?" Nash said uneasily. I could feel his body tense up. "No... I like it... a lot." I said while blushing. I could tell this was just not about a name.

"Cam... I think we should be together." Nash said suddenly. I laughed and then looked up at him. "We are, aren't we?" I said while motioning to our current position. Nash shook his head. "No, I mean we should be together." he said. Wait what? This made no sense. Was he asking me out? Because if he was that would make no sense. "Cam?" he said while sitting up. "Uh. Yeah. I'd like that... a lot actually." I said while a grin appeared on my face, trying to hide my immense confusion.

He leaning in and kissed me. I smiled into the kiss. I liked this a lot. Being with Nash like this. Just the two of us. "I want to move here one day." Nash said, thinking out loud. "But you always wanted to live in California?" I asked while moving close to him. "Yeah I know it's just, this place seems so much like... home... I guess." he said while shrugging. "I love it here too. Always have. Always will." I said while looking out the window. We had an amazing view of the entire city.

"Then let's move here." Nash said. What. Is he insane. "What?" I asked. "Let's move here. Let's do it. You and me. " he said while taking my hands. "I mean you are looking for an apartment right?" he asked. "Yeah I am, but one in California. My mom's there, my life is there, my home is there." I said truthfully. I loved New York but California was my home. "Then let's make a new home." Nash said while getting up and pulling me up too. I felt the cold air hit me. I forgot that we were both naked. "You and me Cam." Nash said while pulling me close, our foreheads touching. I leaned in and kissed him.

"Is that a yes?" he said, hope shining through his eyes. "It's a maybe." I said cheekily while pulling him back on the bed with me. His naked body was pressed against mine. Nash smirked. "Oh what a compromising position we are both in." Nash said while looking down at us. "Rather unfortunate." I said while pouting. "We should do something about this." Nash said while leaning in till I could feel his breath on my lips. "Like what?" I asked just before he leaned in even further. He pressed his lips firmly on mine. They stayed there for a few seconds before I started moving mine against his. We stayed like that for a while. As cheesy as it sounds, it was the best feeling ever. Being this close to Nash. Having him actually participate in conversation with me, him not leaving.

We pulled apart. "Well you look awfully happy." Nash remarked. "It's because I am." I said simply. "So so happy right now." I said. We got up. "So, we're flying back today." Nash said with a disappointed look on his face. I sighed. "Yeah... Does this mean things are going change?" I asked. Normally I would not ask things like this, I guess now I just feel so comfortable talking to him about this.

Nash took a deep breath and didn't say anything. It looked like he was searching his mind for the right thing to say. "It doesn't have to." he said while giving me a weak smile and started speaking again, "I don't want it to."

"I don't either. I really like this. Whatever it is." I said while letting out a small chuckle. "Whatever this is, it isn't nothing." Nash said while inching close to me. I felt my stomach do back flips. "It will never be nothing. Ever."

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Nash and I spent the rest of the day lazing around the hotel room till it was time to head to the airport. Once we got there it was the same old same old. Taking pictures with fans and whatnot. Not that I was complaining, I loved my fans, I owe them everything, it's just that it can be stressful when you have 300 girls running after you.

After a lot of commotion, Nash and I were on the plane. Nash took my hand again. It made my heart flutter. He whispered a husky 'I love you' before leaning his head against my shoulder and falling asleep. I took a photo of him sleeping and set it as my wallpaper. I know, super creepy, but he was really really cute when he slept.

I feel like things are different now. Shit! I promised Matt I'd keep him up to date with what was going on. I guess I was just so caught up with Nash I forgot. I figured I'd give him a call when I got home. Unfortunately there was no wifi on the plane and I will not cave in and buy wifi.

I felt Nash stir in his sleep. His bright blue eyes suddenly shot open. He looked around for a second. He then yawned. "How long was I out for?" he asked. "About an hour." I said back. Nash nodded and yawned again. "I had the best dream ever." Nash said while smirking at me. "And what was it about?" I asked. Nash smiled a devilish smile and his hand happened to wonder to my thigh. "You guess." he asked while leaning in. I quickly pulled away, remembering that we're on a plane filled with people. "Nash! Not now, we're in public." I whispered. "Then what do you propose?" he asked. Then, I said something I never thought I'd ever say. "Bathroom. Now. You go first and I'll follow." Nash's face went bright red. He got up and just as he did he turned around to look at me.

"I look forward to seeing you in there."