•Benefits• {cash} {boyxboy}

Chapter 49: Me And You

Cameron's POV

Nash threw me on my bed. I quickly slipped off my pants and shirt. Nash jumped on me and started kissing me harshly again. "I missed this so much." I mumbled through the kiss. "I missed you so much." he mumbled back. I slipped his T-Shirt over his head and threw it on the floor. He looked over and smirked at me.

His hands found their way to my waist. This felt so good. It felt so right. This is all I wanted. Nash and I. Together. His lips found my neck and started sucking on my sweet spot. I accidentally moaned out when he sucked rather harshly. Nash let out a soft chuckle.

"You're so beautiful Cameron." he said while looking me up and down. I could feel a blush creep on my cheeks. Nash made me nervous. He made me incredibly nervous.

Nash had a devious smile on his face. "Do I make you nervous Cam?" he whispered against my neck sending shivers throughout my body. Fuck. Had I said that out loud?

"Yes you did." Nash said while smirking. I rolled my eyes and reattached my lips to his.
The sudden realization that this was actually happening was overwhelming.

"I love you so so much." I said. I could feel the tears rolling down my face. "Babe don't cry." He said while wiping away my tears. He held me tighter, burying his head into my neck.

"I love you too." he said. I smiled. This is all I wanted. For him to tell me he loves me and mean it. Genuinely mean it.

I suddenly pulled away. Guilt rushed through me. Matt. I need to tell Nash. I need to tell Nash before I loose this. Before I loose us. Not again. I will not loose this. Matthew lost Carter because of that stupid night. I will not loose Nash. I refuse.

"Nash I need to tell you something." I said. Nash pulled away. He ran his finger against my face. "Yeah babe?" He asked. I took a deep breath.

I hesitated. What if he doesn't forgive me?

"Matt and I..." I said slowly, I couldn't finish the sentence. My heart was beating so fast. I couldn't get the words out.. Nash's eyes widened in realization. "Oh..." He said softly. He didn't say anything. My heart beat increased even more so. He looked down. He looked upset. He actually looked upset.

"Please Nash. Please just say something..." I said slowly.

He looked up at me. He took a deep breath. He took my hands. "I forgive you Cameron. Fully. 100%" he said while intertwining our fingers again. He placed a sloppy kiss on my mouth.

"You have no idea how much that means to me Nash. I thought you'd leave me again." I said truthfully. Nash looked at me oddly. "Cameron, I said I'd never leave you again. And I mean it. I've screwed up so many times with you Cameron. I'm not letting you go over something so stupid. Mameron or whatever the ship name is, will never sail do you hear me. Cash forever." He said. He laughed lightly.

There were tears in my eyes. I lunged forward and kissed him. "It meant nothing to me Nash. This, this means everything to me." I said. Nash kissed me hardly again. "We should stop talking." He said with a smirk. "I agree." I said.

Nash pulled me ontop of him. He slipped his hands down my boxers. I gasped at the coldness of his hands. We started kissing again. More rough this time.

Nash pulled me on his lap and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He started sucking, biting and devouring my neck. He probably left a mark. God I hope he left a mark.

"So fucking beautiful" Nash mumbled under his breath. My heart started to beat faster and faster.
"I thought we said no talking." I remarked. Nash shrugged.
I quickly pushed Nash down. He smirked at me again. I rolled my eyes. With one sudden movement I pulled down his boxers, revealing his rather stiff member. I then took it in my mouth. Bobbing my head up and down. Faster and faster. I could hear Nash moaning. Not only was he moaning, but this time, he was moaning my name.

I kept on sucking and bobbing till he released his load in my mouth. His legs were shaking. I swallowed his load. I brought myself back up to Nash. He kissed me sloppily on the lips. His hands gripped my waist and kept going lower and lower. He slipped my boxers off.
I towered over him. Our lips never parting. Slowly but steadily he slipped one finger at a time in, curling them.

At first it hurt, but eventually it started to feel pleasurable. I started moaning in his mouth. Every time I moaned, he would smirk.

"Ride me." he whispered in my mouth. I gulped. This was new. I nodded and quickly positioned myself. I slowly lifted myself down on his member. Taking in every inch. It hurt. It hurt so much.

Eventually I started moving up and down and Nash's hands were firmly on my hips, helping me move. He continuously moaned out in pleasure.

Eventually he reached his peak and released another load inside of me. Soon after, I came too.

I collapsed on top of him. He smirked. He was out of breath, which was ironic considering I was doing most of the work. I leaned in and kissed him. He kissed back almost immediately. His one hand gently touched my neck and the other gripped my waist.

"I love you Cameron." he said while looking me deeply in the eyes.

"I-"
Suddenly Nash's phone rang. He gently pushed me off him. He mumbled a quiet, 'Sorry babe' while reaching for his phone. His eyes widened. He quickly held his phone to his ear.

"Hi dad."

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