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"please..." jisung scanned her unconscious body , silence drowning the room , "please don't leave. me."
his sadness like death by a thousand paper cuts, for every time he remembered his loss it was another cut to his already damaged mind.
None were enough to kill him, but overtime their accumulation bled him of the humanity he had once had. he once was gregarious and generous natured, now he was just gaunt and melancholy.
but she was the one who gave him that bit of humanity back , she changed him . but without her , he was nothing .
The sadness flowed through his veins and deadened his mind. It was a poison to his spirit, dulling him killing off his other emotions until it was the only one that remained.
the rushing wave of sadness was like a never ending tsunami , threatening him for his emotions .
the tears which gathered up uncontrollably rolled down his stained cheeks from the previous cries .
as jisung cried , his bottom lips quivered . his eyes became glacier blue under the sheen of water, constant, yet allowing the tears to flow without pause.
In that moment, in seeing his own reflection he understood the depth of pain that had been sitting below his skin.
the pain and agony that surfaced , just by the thought of her not being with him could drown him .
the flashbacks of her last glance before she got shot , the desperation , flashing a sad smile .
the members were tearing up as well , jaemin was balling his eyes out , remembering his first meeting with her .
- ~ flashback ~ •
"woah woah is that a puppy ?" A boy said , peeking through the door , jisung stared down at the boy in pure annoyance .
"i kinda need a place to stay at ." you explained .
"then come in ." the boy spoke , enthusiastic towards her .
"na jaemin , know your place . you can't just let anyone in ." jisung clenched his fist , as anger arose in him .
"you're just gonna let her stay in the cold with her puppy ? if you don't want her , i'll keep her in my room ." jaemin defended .
"hey, well i'm na jaemin." his lips formed into an ethereal smile , a smile that brought layers of soothing warmth and comfort to her heart .
"i'm lee hae eun , nice to meet you!" she greeted back , smile whilst doing so .
-~ end of flashback ~-
jisung rubbed onto her knuckles , placing kisses all over her hand wishing she'd just wake up right then and there and said she loved him .
hours without her felt like torns in a dessert , days apart from her felt like suffocating in a metal wall .
just wishing that smile of hers would wake him up everyday beside him , the little kisses they exchanged and cuddles . wanting every moment of it to rewind till then .
crackling fire and faint chatter as hae eun tried to gather her sense , the gray ceiling before him turned into a rock-wall ceiling as her vision became clear .
the blanket was warm under her skin , lying ram-rod straight on her back .
the little movements that indicated her awake made his deadened heart come back to life , the heart that beats for her and only her was finally beating again .
"angel ..." he caressed her cheeks , cupping the side of her chin , smashing his lips that was hungry for hers to the soft lips of hers - one that felt like soft cotton candy .
"please don't scare me like that again ." jisung placed his palm over his chest , feeling the beat of his heart that was pumping at an intense rate .
"i have too much to live for." she spoke her first few words after the long slumber , "and that too much is you." a smile tugged on her lips as she rejoined the kiss .
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y'all really thought i would let her die ? 🤡
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30,000 really ? 🥺 i love y'all so much i can't—
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stay safe , stay healthy and stay safe . i love you all so much x
